Time for a sexy party!

Hello May.

2010-05-02T01:11:00.002+08:00

Welcoming May here. Tada! *drum rolls*

Yes, May is here with us meaning I have numerous assignments due within this month. I mainly have a lot of things to accomplish and step by step is the only way to make it right. Thank you April it was a pleasure, not. I have had enough obstacles to be done and I see June is coming very soon so I have got to be good. I can't really see why I have this certain problem to be corrected. You see, I have been wasted here for two years I don't speak in eloquent English like many people do. Every time I get my assignments back, grammar has always been my biggest problem. Thou I tried. Yes I wish I was able to speak in their language fluently, how I wish I were them. Really. It's been a tough months for me, a massive struggle is needed. I repeatedly make mistakes and I see I have to learn from them. Frankly speaking, I don't see people here are friendly. Some of them you lot may see, yes, they are. Bounce your arse to my University, you indeed will see a diversity. However, count how many of them speak English as their first language. I know mine is not that bad but I gaze mine is not even better than them lot. It has been improving, I assume.

So May, just be good.

(...still thinking of a good title)

2010-04-15T23:17:00.006+08:00

Hello Blogspot, yes I am here again to tell you the 20 things you don't know about me. I'm just being random, really. I've been having a terrible week, blame those shits I can't even sleep really well it disturbs me even every time I close my eyes.

1. Unfortunately, I'm purely Indonesian and why can't I be British? I don't work for Hitler and his ideology of Nazism and Fascism, I don't even have any idea why I (so much) hate Chinese which basically identifies me as a rasict teenage girl. I just hate everything about them.

2. I believe I am both Nadya and Kish. I have this very selfish Nadya and a super friendly Kish. I prefer to be called Kish rather than Nadya, to be honest. I made the name myself like 5 years ago. And I use Vibestation to hide my identity. I put that everywhere I make accounts, even to post mails to my boyfriend. Don't ask me the history of that last name. The most annoying thing is when them need to check on my ID.

3. I'm a Capricorn but I don't act like one. I'm the opposite of the actual facts.

4. I'm an Agnostic. The funny thing is, I never know how to explain to people what Agnostic really is but I have the wikipedia definition and explanation in my brain which makes me one of them.

5. I don't eat meat not because I don't like it, it's because I can't munch over them and I can't swallow them so I can't digest them. (Too many 'them', sorry)

6. I don't know much about sex. That doesn't mean I don't like it when people talk about that, but basically I 'euw' them cos I have a very high imagination system inside me.

7. So yarr, I imagine every single thing.

8. I fuckin like bears. I fuckin like sharks more. I deserve to have a castle in the ocean.

9. I go gay sometimes if I needed to.

10. I can't live without my iPod, albeit I don't really need it when I'm with my mates. I just need sumat in my bag.

11. Deo means everything to me, and none of you can actually find the definition on Google. I made it myself and I hide it somewhere on Google, iGoogle, myGoogle.

12. The more you hate me, the more I like you.

13. I'm pretty much a sarcastic person but I'm not good at being sarcastic to sarcastic people.

14. I talk about people a lot, even about my mates. That doesn't mean I hate you, I talk about you lot means I care about you. And also means I note every single thing about you lot. Yes, that's true. Take the advantage.

15. I google my assignments.

16. I fuckin hate kids. Yes they're cute it makes me want to punch them in the face. I don't surely know what'll happen if I had kids.

17. Every time I lie, it turns out to be a 'yes'. Some of you may know what I mean by that.

18. I don't wear heels but I own 2 of them here in Perth.

19. I'm a die-hard fan of Katy Perry and Joshua Hayward. They're my weakness.

20. I still don't know what to put as my title.

I AM A FUKIN HORROR.

Mood: Stressed out

Currently playing: Florence and the Machine - You've Got the Love (even I knew it before I found out it's all over the radio, fuck sake)

Traumatized by you

2010-04-11T01:15:00.002+08:00

I am loved by this beautiful lad for around a year in a half and have been experiencing heaps of ups and downs which is usual for couples I suppose. I have this repression has been enervating my mind which solely disturbs the relationship. The internal conflict is dampened by a simple question by me to my boyfriend that usually end up with a huge fight, I might consider that as a 'colossal gamble' cos I thought I couldn't win the game. Given the fact that I usually start it (yer blame that on me) I have to deal with it myself. I point out that epochs of this case are also times of general war, with links between short-distance and long-distance relationship. The most profound upheaval is to be found in myself, again, where small things about her, reminds me of her - well, you see we used to be best friends for years before we decided to start a relationship so I know most of the things about her, and them actually, to be honest that made me hurt so much I wanted to stab my chest no I'm joking I wasn't that idiot to give up on such thing like this, well yes I tried once but I failed. Shh, nevermind.

I quelled the conflict by warming myself with a cup of a mushroom soup, I often sleep early to kick it all off and ask him if he's all mine. I know it's a bit corny but really, it's sort of crucial ah'd say to reassure that you two are okay, more to ignore that bloody motherfucker haaaa. But really, I'm too traumatized by her, I need times /: The tyranny will be over soon I believe. Bloody hell why bother posting this? I find the word 'tyranny' is a term that is a bit hard to define, I don't even know why am I using that.

So off I go Skyping with the boy. Two assignments to be done within a week, I will be on hiatus I assume it won't take long. Hiatus here meaning no Twitter, Facebook and what else? Tumblr! That is a very huge temptation, one of the ways to start my day. And yes yes, dear you vile woman, have fun!

x

You are my favourite BOODA CALL.

2010-03-07T20:49:00.005+08:00

"I hate brocolli because everyone hates it."

It was such a splendid night I had with my ladies, Shari and Ratih. I spent the whole Friday with them two at Shari's. It took me more than 20 minutes to finally meet Ratih at SportsGirl in London Court that day. I was declaring myself a lady as I bought two scarf and I wore a cute scarf around my hair. We threes were about to watch Dear John (I know it's a guilty pleasure much), but we decided to stay at Shari's turning on the 'Welcome to the King of Iron Tournament' and had a superb battle between me, Shari, Ratih, Osmar, and Andy. I got 5 wins, no wonder, til my fingers felt numb I couldn't move it. Fandy asked me to escort the majesty to Maccas to grab a grub.

The time struck 11PM when Shari decided to move her arse to her room cos she needs to finish her photography project by taking Ratih's picture of black and white. So we went in and I looked at them having their make-up session I wanted to latch on to it. Here are some pics Shari has tagged on my Facebook if you fancy to look at it, maybe?

Two Kish in Black and White. We both are lost in mind.

The bitches are trying to enjoy every moment in life by touching their boobs, imagining it is a planet they can live in.

Me and my favourite booda call being such an innocent lady, in 1966.

"Oooohhhh baby how can I survive on Whorearth without you? I will follow you into the dark."

We're too shy to tell you how gorgeous we are. Look at our arse, they're the most amazing part of our bodies you can die.

Those are some of em. We were using Shari's Nikon which was amazing I love the camera thanks to the camera I looked cuter in every single snap on it. Booyah.

Anyroad, I have seen Alice in Wonderland and with my contrite heart I have to say the movie failed to amuse me as everyone expected it would be. I would give them 6.5/10. It was such a long movie I was this close to nod off. This time when Alice tried to kill the dragon, I feel like.. Is it that easy to kill a huge massive dragon with a small and a blunt sword? Heroin face of Alice, at least everyone said it to me so yeah. I thought so. It's a total duff. I was distraught by the whole story-line, it's not even a wonderland, it's a fuckedupland. I wasn't made up about the movie I had to pay AUD19 and I had to bring my own 3D glasses. I know Tim Burton is a good movie director (too bad he's American) I mean, I like his Sweeney Todd, Corpse Bride, and of course, Mars Attack! (Used to be one of my favourite movie). I like him usually, but not in Alice in Wonderland, to be honest.

Touche. I feel stuffed even though you have to know the truth I woke up at 2.30 in the afto today. Very morning class tomorrow and have to finish my 27 Letters exercise, hate to remember that. So I hope to blog again sometime soon. Enjoy your weekend and hope you all have a great day ahead starting toms. I have to call Deo to know where he is right now otherwise I am going to watch a DVD.

Cheerio. x

Dazed and Confused

2010-02-22T10:51:00.003+08:00

The title is inspired by Katy Perry as she wrote down on Twitter.

There are too many things I did back in Jakarta, I am not able to describe the whole thing here. Lovely times, amazing times, horrible times, sad times and all became one. Here are some of the stories I would love to share it with you guys. First of all, I am deadly tired. I just got back from the airport around 6AM as the flight departed at 12.15AM post-midnight.

The Departure

I woke up at 7AM in the morning because I could not sleep well. I thought of something I did not want to happen. When I opened my eyes I did not see my mother beside me. I immediately jumped off the bed and ran downstairs to see if my mother was there. I twigged I was still in Jakarta so I thanked God for that. I hugged my mother and told her "Mum, I don't wanna go back can I just stay?" and she hugged me back and told me to calm myself down as everything would be all right. I only need to finish 2 more semester then I am done with Uni. Amin :) I looked at the time every single minute I wanted to hit them so I do not need to know that I am actually leaving. Me and mother spent the whole day together I did not want to let her go. When she walked, I followed her. I just could not let them go, just like that.

I tried to hide the feeling of sadness but I could not resist that until it finally pour down itself and my mother hugged me. I miss her hug I miss her kiss. I always spend the last day in Jakarta with them on Sunday and that is why I hate Sunday.

The clock struck 9PM, mother asked me to get dressed and that cos we were about to leave at 930PM sharp! My hands was shaking I had no guts to go up and get dressed. I cried over my room and I told her to be nice while I am away. I kissed my puppies and the old dog there to say good bye, I looked at the theater and cried over it again as I spent most of the times at the theater with my loved ones. Off we go.

I snuggled my mother in the car I did not want to let her go if only she could come with me. The flight departed at 12AM and I tried the best to hide the feeling so mother father and my sister will be proud of me. Deo too :) I tried so hard to smile cos I do not want this to take long.

Then I left them at 11.10PM cos I got to board soon. Sigh.........

The Surprise

This is the most amazing the best days I ever had in my life at least til the end of February XD So thanks to Valentine's Day for giving me a super chance to meet the one and only, Deo Karmawan. I did not know he would come to visit me until on Sunday he called me and said he got the ticket. I did not do anything but kept silent as I thought it was a joke! I could not stop screaming I kept dancing I did not care about people looking at me weird I was too excited I cannot even explain! Then he told me the flight would be depart at 6PM so I got to pick him up at 7PM local time (Jakarta) I wow-ed I could not believe it would happen, really!

So I was watching Hannah Montana The Movie until I saw a thing coming from upstairs and I took it I twigged it was a chocolate. I thought it was my sister throwing it at me but then when I looked up, I saw this very beautiful and gorgeous lad grinning. It was Deo!!!! I jumped off the chair again then I ran to the stairs very fast I hugged him incredibly tight he could not breathe. I was surprised I cried. I mean, finally :'D

We spent the whole 4 amazing days together, just two of us no one could bother us unless they want me to punch them in the face. I went to lovely places which has become nothing but a history. Places I love the most I could feel him any time. The best place is my haus of course. He used to sleep right next to my door and every time I wake up I can see that very beautiful face I can touch and kiss it gently and softly.

Until the day has come, he had to go back to his hometown where I miss the most too. I am beyond grateful to have this amazing lad as mine. I hope this can last forever, it has to! I love him more than anything in my whole life. Note that! Or I'll put your name in my Deathnote if you dare to touch him. Cos he is all mine. Enough said.

But to be with him 4 days was the best moment in my life, at least for recent holiday hehehe. But to be with him (again) berapa lama pun itu, it will never be enough!! For me, for us :') cos I always want to be with him. And as Ashton Kutcher quoted on Valentine's Day: On Valentine's Day, you don't think. You do. Isn't that sweet? I promise I'd do the same too haha. Is it still a surprise? Hm, it might be. Radda radda ru, my deer!

Anyways, excuse my grammar. I am now chatting with this lovely lad on MSN while waiting for me to hit Uni soon.

I miss Jakarta already. I miss mum, dad, the little sister, my puppies, the old dog, mates and of course, Deo. Hope to graduate soon the end of this year so I will be able to be with my loved ones every day without thinking of any of Perth stuff and that.

Eywa ngahu!

P.S: I love you, Deo.

2010-02-11T01:40:00.006+08:00

There's only so many songs that,

I can sing to pass the time.

All I have is this picture in a frame,

that I hold close to see your face every day.

Now the minutes feel like hours and,

the hours feel like days.

With you is where I'd rather be,

it's so hard it's so far.

This long distance is killing me..

Brandy - Long Distance

I'm counting 10 days left to hell and I haven't got any chances to meet the bhoy for the last time (at least) in Jakarta. It's gonna be tough, you know, it is not that possible for him to come and visit me in Perth. So yeah, 4 months won't be that long I guess.

I don't have much things to say. I'm bored if only I could stay any longer here. I love Deo yous don't want to know how much. But not tonight as I'm ruining the whole conversation on Skype. What a petulant child you are, Kish. I don't fukkin know what to say but to keep silent. Oh well, good night then.

Nineteen.

2010-01-17T22:20:00.002+08:00

Counting down 3 hours and a half until my birthday. Don't have to say much, really. I only wish you would be here giving me a happy birthday kiss :') oh shoo!

I love you.

Ups and Downs.

2010-01-08T00:17:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Kuala Lumpur was heaven I can't even imagine that and I miss it. Thank God this lad of mine has been staying in Jakarta for 13 days to keep me accompany all day. We went back together on December 24th with 15 minutes difference of arrival time and he stayed over a night at my crib which was fantastic to start days ahead with him. We have been spending great times together with several ups and downs of course. I am very glad to have him as mine and to spend the rest of my life with him. However, the New Year Eve was not that perfect without his presence. He was sick after all, I couldn't agree more. I had no idea what to do but to have fun there with the family. I tried so hard to feel him to be by my side during the party until I finally saw those beautiful fireworks in the sky along with the wind that blows my hair. The best part is, he went to my house on the 1st Jan, 2010 to watch Sherlock Holmes. I twigged it was our a year and 5 months anniversary but I wouldn't bother myself to congratulate us cos it's just our beginning (:

After sterling weeks with him, I shall survive. He's back to Kuala Lumpur this Sunday and can't extend it anymore cos his job has called him. There's still a month away for me to spend the money and go there again to meet him, but then I know it's gonna be hard. I have promised myself to get a part-time job where I (think) I break it. I almost forgot I am a student in Down Under, really. The only expectation is to see him with me again this year spending a month in Perth. I always feel him, I always have him in my heart, the bottom of my heart. He is all mine and I hope I am completely yours. I will take care of myself, I promise. *cross my heart*

It is Friday which means I only have one day to spend with him, literally as his flight will be around 6PM on Sunday. I have no tears left to cry. I am way too excited to be able to be with him these fantastic weeks. I am glad to have this very considerate and amazing lad. I am sure there will be a time(s) where we can spend the rest of our lives together. I am in love with you. I love you loads.

Happy new year!

I'm in Indonesia for 3 months!

2009-12-02T01:12:00.002+08:00

The title tells you everything :)

I will be going to Kuala Lumpur very soon to meet a bloke of mine, Deo. I will spend a week at his condo and thank God his mom's okay with it. I can't tell you everything here but I have splendid days with family and friends in Indonesia.

I'm still unsure when the result will come out but it's now available to enroll online. I don't know what should I take for my next semester's units but I really really hope everything's gonna be all right.

Bye then x

I no longer feel alone.

2009-11-20T00:57:00.003+08:00

Inspired by Lily Allen's Who'd Have Known.

I don't actually know what to write here since anything interest me no more. I can't even think of how to move on from one step to another as in, how to have a normal life? I have a glass of warm water to keep me company and an Ipod to cheer me up. I always hope it could be an easy way to help me reducing this red mood I'm having right now. Everything seems to stay in two colours, gray and black. I know I've been such a pain in the ass but it's actually personal. It has nothing to do with others, I kept it myself. But before I move on, dudes, I live in peace now. Finally. Let it stay forever. I think I'm just too sensitive for everything, I make things up. I feel like everyone hates me but they pretend to be nice to me and that. I feel like I'm disliked by my friends and all who knows me. I don't even know why am I writing this now.

You know, there's only one problem that has been disturbing me these days, I feel like dying. I feel like the world is about to come to an end where I haven't done such things to help other people. I haven't told anyone I live under someone's control. I am not alone. Do you even think my family and my boyfriend love me? I've unfortunately made them hate me, once, even twice perhaps? They feel stuffed, I stopped bothering them. How do you feel to be Nadya? It is somewhat horrible, you feel sick to be her, but she is okay. She is actually friendly, it's just, she's picky. She picks her own friends but she doesn't like picky people. She's more to be an anti-social and she lives in cyber-world, half of it, I suppose. She has lots of friends but she hasn't met them, yet and that's silly, for her. As if she can consider them as her friends, any longer. I know it's hard for you to understand my words, and I hope it's only me who can actually twig all of this shits.

I think I should stop with all my online stuff. I feel horrible signing up and make friends. I feel stupid I can kill myself. Even I am now exaggerating myself. I just haven't met them yet, that's all. And I just want my normal life back, that's all. And you know what, NEVER MIND.

Currently listening to: Lily Allen - Chinese

Mood: You can tell, can't you?

I am striving to be boring.

2009-11-04T02:27:00.002+08:00

The title explains all.

I have to be much more productive.

I have to stop being such a bloody proscinator.

I have to look at the bright side of everything.

I have to admit myself that I am genius and logic.

I have to be bloody independent.

I have to prioritise Uni and the future job.

I have to control my ego.

I have to be calm and wise.

I have to give more smile.

I need to be an introvert.

I have to thank God for everything.

In fact, I am a boring person. And still striving to be.

PS: Happy Halloween, everyone? No? Too late?

The air that I breathe.

2009-10-26T22:12:00.002+08:00

This has been a very pathetic week for me as I have got 3 assignments due next week and the week after. Short to say, I am indeed distraught and zonked out. I am one of the human who is being picked by someone to do this pathetic and useless job. As my semester break starts in about 30 days from now, my Uni has decided to give us extra works to be finished on time. The fact that I am taking 4 cultural units this semester, it is as a means of exploding my brain. It is not as easy as I thought cos (i) English is not my first language which means I have a problem with grammar and structure, (ii) I have a pretty much short-term memory which makes me think of something like a shit off a shavel yet also very much indeed easy for me to forget about it, (iii) I hate critical thinking, and (iv) As holiday is about to begin, my thought keeps bumping me with my hometown and all my friends there without thinking of any asshitmens. That's how I breathe in Perth.

Inhale, exhale. That words definitely give a strong point of my life these days. I have submitted all my assignments (not including those 3) and I thought I have given my best to the tutor so I would assume I will at least get Credit. But the fact is, as I received my overall blog score today, it is like "Hang on, I thought you liked my blog. Why C, then?", I twigged it was most probably because of my grammar. My history has been grand, nonetheless. I never thought I would get HD for my essay and I'm made up about that, I hope it will be easy for me to do the exam later then. If only I could choose, I would not take this bloody Sociology as my elective unit cos it is bloody hard and yous can tell. The current quiz had no correlation at all with the seminar topics so I was rather putting rubbish on that and submitted it to him very quickly. That's how I breathe in Perth.

Even thou C will be the final score for one of my unit my semester, I would still be very excited still. I do not fail and I will not. That's my goal to survive in Uni life. I am, however, so lucky to have my ma, da, sisters and my only and best lad in the world to support me at all times. The time is now showing 12.30AM which means there will be exactly 30 days remaining to yayness. I am such a bloody proscinator. I started this blog like an hour ago and I am even still working on it now. Ha. I have a reason why it was delayed thou. I was watching Skins the second generation in the living room with mate, seeing my lovely JJ (Jay-Jay) on telly. Too bad he's single. I thought it would be splendid if he started her relationship again with Emily, really. And Effy Stonem is my drug. I am not gay, by the way.

Allright then. Hope you guys have a lovely Tuesday. Wish me luck for those 3 asshitments and I shall see you very soon in Jakarta, yeah? Abyssinia later some time, soon!

Currently listening: Seal - Kiss From A Rose

Mood: Bloody knackered!

The Life Of A Backstabber.

2009-10-17T01:27:00.002+08:00

There are times when you can consider someone as a friend and when you can say them as your biggest enemy. Half of her attitude is actually fine, but then don't see the other half. If you had a friend like her, you better ask her to shut her mouth instead of letting her go with all her bloody bollocks. The point is, she is my housemate, to be honest. The only reason why I put that obvious clue is because I do-bloody-not care, at all. Why should I treat her as my housemate if she, herself, is a fuckin backstabber?

The story started in the middle of this year when I realised she was telling all the shits from that bloody trash can (read: her mouth). It was all a total slander and I feel sorry for her, really. Talking about people's life is not my cup of tea, even so, I'd rather say something related to me instead of telling in *details* about something which is not your bloody business at all. Ya mum, bitch. I have never had a friend like this in my life. Fuck, wank, bugger, shitting arse head and hole! I'm pretty much knackered with all those bollocks she said about me and other *victim*, really. I mean, grow up, sweetie. You talk about someone who is actually your friend who knows your other friend and your other friend knows your friend. Let me take an example. A question first, right? Have your parent ever taught you how to use your manner? Even though it is an accident, even children knows reading other's diary book is not appropriate at all. For example:

Oh my Lord, why does everyone call me ugly? I envy her. I want to be like her. She's pretty. She's an angel, she's everything that every man's need.

Then you *share* about what you just saw to someone else without even knowing whether she/he actually listens to you or not. I forgot to say, you tell it to someone else by exaggeration the actual story, sweetie. More to say, you want your listener to be on your fuckin side, don't you? How ironic.

If you don't like me, talk to me. Don't talk behind me. That's why I call you stupid, miss backstabber. I was actually glad to see you were replying my tweet that if someone's stupid then you should deal with it cos there is no cure for stupidity. Then you said something about shallow which made me think, oh wait a sec, you *are* actually one of the shallow people. I dont think you have enemies, but I know you are intensely disliked by your friends. Including me. Sometimes, I bet.

Let's say. You don't like me cos you think I'm a hypocrite type of person. You may say that but LOOK AT THAT GODDAMN MIRROR, you stubby little slut! Who the devil do you think you are ha? God of smart people? I love mocking at people, I don't believe in fuckin karma and I don't care if you don't like that. Hey, how am I supposed to do? Cry and beg you not to hate me and promise not to be like that? Fuck Sake. Say that to your friend.

I'm really gutted about all the things you did, actually. And I can't bloody treat you as my housemate. Let's say, frenemy? Yes. You tell small unimportant things to your other friend about your friend. How many victims, my dear? Count that. You won't see any tears pouring down really, I shall see your blood coming out from everywhere in your face. Later, I promise. If I ever heard things like that, again. I would never ever talk to you. I'm bloody off your trolley!

What else? Oh anyway, talking about you is actually fun. I laugh everytime I talk about you. But one thing you need to know, I tell facts, not fuckin bollocks like you. It's actually fine if you acted nice to me and friends, I would also treat you as a friend, which I'd rather not. Cos you're stupid, you're shallow. I fergot you're the smartest girl in the world. Ahah. Oh God, I think I really need to check my grammar and that before publishing this post, really. See? I'm desperate, I'm bladdered. In a slaggy kind of way. Woohoo!

I can't wait to finally have a chance to be far away from you in 41 days. No more backstabber, I suppose. At least for 3 months, right? Oh no please don't disturb me. You've seen my boyfriend more thn enough while he was here, eh? Like, you told your, oops, *our* friend, which I was hating *our* friend for making love in MY room. Hahaha oh my God that's so funny I forgot to laugh excluding that first "hahaha". That's my room, bitch. I have the rights to get mad at someone who's using it for something innapropriate. Let me ask you this: What if, which I don't think it would happen really, your boyfriend came here? Would you let him stay at a hotel? Come on, for a month? I thought you're mature enough to think about that. Of course! See, you got the answer. He'd be sleeping with you. D'oh! I need a cure for stupidity, really.

You are such a bloody jar. Oh I know you would say like "What the hell? She does the same thing like me! She talks about our friends!" and bla bla bla bla. Yeah right. It's not negative and it's not bollocks like you, still. I'm not that stupid. Haha. And please, if it's something not related to you, put a sock in it. They don't need details. K? K.

Bugger off. Whore.

Currently listening to: Anberlin - Feel Good Drag

Mood: Being backstabbed.

It is over now.

2009-10-03T01:12:00.002+08:00

Dear you all,

I've gone to see lots of candies in heaven. Good bye forever. Nadya.

P.S: I hate to know this is Saturday. I got an e-mail from my lecturer telling all the students to submit our blog on Sunday before 6PM and I haven't got a chance to read it all through. Well I've read half of it but it doesn't mean I'm ready to start doing it now. I'm just gonna read it again tomorrow then finish it all. Blimey, I hate Uni. Who doesn't? We lots want to skip Uni and just graduate already, I don't know why I took this major but all I know is it's all bloody boring. I mean, I probably gonna try WWF as my first trial. Helping all the animals and that would be my pleasure, really. Put that on the list then.

I finally met my cousin on Wednesday and got my Cheetos finally. They took some of it but I couldn't anything so yeah. We met up in City and hung out about at the Park waiting for my mate to come and join us but she apparently had to meet her mate so we decided to leave. Instead of taking me home, I joined them to my mate's house to chill and that. We on about stuff spontaneously and we ended up having our late dinner in China Town. I was supposed to meet them again this night but I thought they would go to Perth Royal Show so I stayed and wait for them to come to my gaff, they apparently not. It was a great time with them, nonetheless. Credit to Leo, Shari, Osmar, Astrid, Mika and all. Deo no exception (:

I just submitted my Sociology essay to my lecturer, AGAIN. It was definitely because of my grammar and essay structure. I suck. I've been trying my very best to learn English and speak it fluently but it's just hard. I think one factor is cos I hang out with Indonesians instead of natives so it takes me into a very low level of English here. At least I can understand them, oh well. But the thing is, I hate to see the fact that lots of my friends speak English really good but some of them not. The way they use the words, phrases, and indeed correct grammar, I just hate them. I read novels, well, sometimes. English novels, but once I got that one then I started to read it & focused on that, I was like "What the devil is this?", I should turn pages to pages of my bloody dictionary just to find the definition of one word to understand the whole sentence, really. I mean, I'm in Australia, come on. No one would understand me talking in Bahasa, that's why I'm learning now. And I don't think this girl appreciate me, I mean yes she does but she doesn't respect my hard work. I've been swotting like a bloody twat to get good marks on my bloody assignments, and tada! Well yeah, I hope I'll graduate soon. Oh well, we shall see (: Again, good bye forever.

P.P.S: I hate having family on social networking site. You might find out what that is. I also hate writing all what's on my mind but then someone respond you negatively. You may put a sock in it, prick.

Here's a bonus

Currently listening to: Paramore's new album Brand New Eyes

Mood: Distraught & cheesed off

SunBloodyDay.

2009-09-28T00:52:00.005+08:00

Hi.

For those who doesn't know if Perth actually got a spectacular event once a year, here you should probably go to this event called Perth Royal Show and it has been held since Saturday until next Sunday. It is a bit pricey for students like us, or a student like me, adults are charged for $24 instead of $20. Let me give you a flashback a bit :)

Rise and shine! I woke up and 8, went straight to the shower and that then found out one of my mates was still laying in bed, telling me she's not going with us because she has plenty of assignments due next week. Then my room-mate got to the loo and I was getting bored so I played her iMac. Yes I noticed that stuff is bloody cool. Even I look much cuter using the camera. I took lots of pics and here's one of those..

Yes that picture was taken by her iMac. I know I know I look much better haha blame the camera but seriously, I'm not that bad. At least it's NOT that fake, really. Excuse my pose, I got no other pose so yeah. Then we talked a lot about movie and stuff. I thought it was still 9 but then it's 10 already so we were all set and off to go.

We lots took pictures whilst waiting for the bus and those will be posted soon hey :) So I had a plan of wearing my Spongebob shirt, then covered by a hoodie, a stocking and shorts, and socks and shoes but then my mate said it was going to be hot so I changed it to a black shirt and shorts. I didn't forget to bring my jumper too, in case it was going to be cold since it's still Winter. Hey it's supposed to be Spring really! I couldn't describe how did I feel when I was there. It was just a blast! I got this and that and all :)

The best thing was the fireworks. I felt like Beng was there and I smiled a lot, wondering if we could see fireworks together really soon. Uh oh, I'm so cheesy okay stop it already. I tried Sky Walker once and it was horrible. I would never, never, never, in my life, ever try that one again seriously. I couldn't even open my eyes, seeing all the things from above was just the most horrible thing in my whole life. I mean, I wasn't wearing my eyeglasses and that's what makes it dizzy. I tried so hard to open that, just wanted to make sure if everything was allright cos we were STUCK. I thought it was part of the plan to put us at the top of the thing and we were all directly seeing the sun for Fuck's sake. Someone lost his left shoe, haha what a bloody idiot.

We went home straight once the fireworks finish. We lots were all zonked out really. Gosh it was tiring with bold cos it really was. I still feel my legs are numb, my head is dizzy and I can't see the screen clearly yet I can't sleep a wink. It just seems like the eyes won't shut so I'm still here staying like a little donkey doing nada. Probably gonna wait for Beng to finish his practice till 2am, not sure if I can handle this. I'm friggin tired. Oh bonne nuit then hey!

PHOTOS :D

The bloody disaster. I almost puked.

Me & a terrorist from Zimbabwe.

Hi kid. Oh you knew it. Gotcha then.

Loving the sun in the morning :)

WE'RE READY FOR OUR HEAVEN!

Oh.. That could be perfect if only Beng was there. See how beautiful it is hey :')

Listening to: Blink 182 - I Miss You

Mood: Knackered

It was just not that easy.

2009-09-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

Oh hello.

Blimey, it took me about an hour to change the layout of my blogspot and look at this now. Tada! Thank you to the designer, I owe you big time. I hate playing with codes and that, and I was about to change all the colours, the pics and the fonts but then I was like "No way, this is all good just need to play with MY codes!", then I put this and that I googled how to put a Twitter widget on this shit and when I tried to put the codes in it, it went fucked up so I was all panic. But thank God again I did a great job, ha ha.

Today's pretty much boring yet my boyfriend really knows how to make a curve up in my mouth. Yes, it was in the morning when we Skyped and we didn't notice it's already 5PM and he had to go out to grab a lunch. I went out then watch the telly and found out a movie called Mrs. Doubtfire was on. It was a hilarious movie, really.

I know I have a very boring life. I really got nothing to write about for now so I'm just gonna off of Blogspot then laze about in bed cuddling my duvet and dream of something "precious", you may call. The only reason why I'm gonna slumber early tonight is cos tomorrow is Perth Royal Show day! Yes I am ordered by my mate to wake up early like at 8 then take a shower, dress up and all then jump to the bus and move to the train and there we go.. Show Underground. Wingdings mate! I can't wait for tomorrow really. Geez, a theme park? It's gonna be a heaven! If only my boyfriend could be here, I swear it would be a perfect day. Oh well, bonne nuit hey.

Hope you're all doing great x

Currently listening to: 3Oh!3 feat. Katy Perry - Starstrukk

Mood: Excited :D

I wonder...

2009-09-15T17:17:00.002+08:00

Here goes the owner of the blog again after having a hibernate session for almost 2 months, I suppose? I got a couple things to say about how it feels living in a strange place (for me) good for three people inside including me -- so the two others are my roommates. My room is neither big nor small, it is comfortable for one person with a single bed and a pretty large desk to study and put unimportant stuff like perfumes, books, dictionaries, cds, candies and all. I have a black bookcase at the corner, bought that with Deo last time after his visit. Overall, it's well decorated (at least for me) yet a bit messy but I like it, really. There's only one thing I hate living in Perth, Australia. I bloody hate the environment. I hate most of the people here and I never know how to start a conversation, to be the worst part. They make things as a big deal, they "re-create" stories, they talk about someone behind that someone. This is very typical I know. I'm not being a hypocrite here, I love talking about other people when there's something interesting about them OR I bloody hate them, indeed. I hate the fact that only 5% of them are friendly, as in really friendly to me. I hate the fact that they consider me as a 18 year-old girl who doesn't know how to deal with something. I hate the fact when they actually ask for my advice but end up by saying "that's not true!", what's the point of that mister/madame? Am I that stupid? Do you think I'm childish? I wonder if that holds true.

Even if they (apparently) hear me talking about them, it doesn't mean I hate them. It is me, who loves complaining at every single thing to someone I trust the most. I would never never never ever be friend with someone I hate, except the fact that she doesn't know I hate her so I can't do anything but stay calm whenever we meet. Why would you keep it yourself if you hate someone or temporarily don't wanna talk to them? Tell them what's wrong. Tell them that you heard something. I wonder if that really happens.

The thing is, I hate to be in here and I miss my old friends. They're a bloody good hang and I bloody need them back..

How to suck it right && hws.

2009-08-07T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hi.

I know this might sound ridiculous for some people especially minor, but you lots really need to see how fed up I was when seeing those bloody fags smoke a cig. I used to be a freak smoker since I was 14 (sorry for showing off a bit), and I was addicted to it. These days, yes these days, I saw weird things happen to those faggots. So this was a friend of mine back in my hometown, we were hanging out on Saturday night and she asked me to drop her at Circle K to get a pack of cig. I kept asking myself cos I never knew she smokes until then. She had her dunhill menthol lights and so on so forth. The point is, she was not even smoking! She wanted to show everyone that she smokes like the others but you failed, sweetheart. She had like 4 sticks of it in not more than an hour and nobody actually paid attention to it. I was utterly curious, I asked her a simple can-be-answered-really-fast question of why would she smoke 4 cigs without even sucking it onto your throat and throw it all out again? Then she was just smiling at me then continue chatting with them. I mean, asdf!

Second time I saw a Chinese girl at my college, sitting with legs over the chair. Also, fail! Last time was my sister's ex, he was seriously an idiot. He wanted to have one in my living room but he was scared cos I was there watching Whose Line Is It Anyways. I pulled her out and let him begin to have fun with his cig. Again, oh please it was a failure! I asked him to suck it right but he dodged. I was like, yeah how much did you spend for this stupid cig little boy? Oh and my cousin. She said she smokes anything but not menthol and when I gave her the cig I was like asdfghjkl! Can you just tell me you actually CANNOT do that? I mean, I'm just saying. I'm not an expert but I pretty much understand how to suck it right. I assume it is because of the intercourse, the environment and all as the major factor. This is why..

However, it really is hard to quit. If you smoke, do not stop but if you do not, then do not start. That's what I heard before my "grandpa" died. He died cos of a lung cancer which made me think of what will I be in the future if keep smoking? Well, so far I have been doing grant so I might stay this way. Umm, but occasionally, I might have one too but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but NO. Ta :)

Hws. Oh yes, I will talk about it later. I cannot see the screen clearly as I am bloody sleepy. I wanted to Skype thou but oh well. I love you, right now, to bits. By the way, do you find Facebook pretty much boring right now? I do. Oh, youtube too. Or it is just my VERYSLOWWW connection I have since I am using a silly usb broadband once I arrived in Perth, at home.

Cheerio, and I am deadly drunk.

Hi. I'm Susan and I'm a prostitute.

Here's why I love England.

2009-08-06T21:42:00.006+08:00

That's the only reason why I love England.

(Left: Hugh Dancy, Rupert Grint, Joshua Vibestation, Tom Milsom)

Being a British is more than awesome. You can tell why :)
I have been learning how to learn key phrases in British English, but still, harder than I thought before despite the fact that I'm a stupid Asian with this "red" medium hair, wasted in Perth for education's sake. I should have learned Australian instead of British English but who cares ay.
I wish I could live in England. Move to England very soon JIGGA! :D
Oh wait. Did I just say England? Don't you think Vienna is much better? Nyah. We'll see.
Skipping England. I love you, Deo. You always know how to make my day better. Thank you.

Off continue reading the chapter for next week. Cultural Matrix & History drives me crazy.

Safe x

Mood: letsgotoengland!

Listening to: Miley Cyrus - Hoedown Throwdown

Between The Departure and The Day.

2009-08-03T18:21:00.003+08:00

Hi.

Yes, I am back to reality. Perth, to be specific. I am gonna share my day starts from the departure day and my first day in Perth. I felt both happy and sad at the same time, honest to say more to sad since I had been spending my days in my hometown for 2 months and got everything there with all the relatives, friends and all. I cannot hide the sadness since two weeks before the departure, all the days where me and mom should buy things to be brought to Perth, and how mom told me to be strong here, I told it is gonna just fine, I will stay for good in just one year left. Still, I want them to be with me all the time.

Diande Tunissar Azano, yes who else but the best lover ever in the universe. He has/been helped/helping me through everything, good and bad things. It is just, I cannot even describe him in any ways. Physically, he really is cute and he got every girls want in him. But overall, he is just perfect. So, if you do not mind to bugger off of him :)

The Departure Day

I could not sleep really well, then I decided to wake up at 7 then went downstairs to see if mom was still in her room. Yes she was still there doing her morning exercise while watching some news on telly. I gave her a bear hug and told her I am gonna miss you guys as hell. She asked me to pack all things but I refused her so I stayed in her room. I went to the living room and watch the telly. How unbelieveable to know Doraemon was still on right there with a new season I guess, since it has been ages. Dad joined and we watched 101 Dalmatians together. Mom went out and told me for the second time to pack all the bags and get everything ready so we would not waste any second. Time went by, I was a bit ready to pack now so she helped me with it. We finished packing and she asked me to grab a lunch. I thought of what about if she feed me it would be really great. I ate like a monkey cos it was delectable. I love my mom :)

Then the time showed up 4PM which means I should be prepared in an hour to go to the airport. I cried so bad, my cousins were there to say goodbye. I have promised them to be here again December and they sound really happy. I kissed Boomer and ask him to take a good care of himself not to have a sex with any strangers (read: female dog) and he barked many times cos I waved goodbye at him. I just knew nobody would play with him as often as I did.

At the airport, I checked-in with Ratih. I felt better to know I was going with her on the same flight. My flight would be boarding at 7.55 but they announced us to be in the waiting room 30 mins before. Pain in the ass, I can hardly breathe. I kissed mom so many times and told her I love her. Thalia was crying too, I could not stand that as we had so much fun together. I wiped her tears then I went inside, then wave goodbye for the last time. I called her once I sit in the waiting room that my flight would be in 15 mins. Thank God Deo was there to accompany me so I could feel much much better than before. He calm me down and I smiled. I love you, honey.

I watched Hannah Montana The Movie on the plane, I cried again cos it told us about how important a family is for you and all. And good to know, for the first time I slept on the plane like, seriously a good sleep! I arrived at 1.15AM local time. Jeshua, Fint and Ines picked us up and they dropped me home. I was so happy to finally meet Renda, especially my lovely roommate, Astrid Haryanti. I missed her!!! I gave her a big hug, she was already asleep so I did not bother her that much. I let her sleep. Then I buckle up all the things and called Deo to calm me down again. I finally slept at 4 haha. We had a really fun conversation on the phone, important to know, no delay at all. Great huh? :D Once again, I thank Deo for everything. At least I had a good sleep :)

03/08/09

I woke up at 10, getting ready for my first day of my second semester. I was layte. However, I love the class, I love the people but I hate the presentation for God's sake. Nothing to tell anymore about uni. Still sucks, ahaha :) then I am a bit lazy to continue but overall, Perth is boring. Seriously, like I mean it. I mean my words of my laziness to continue telling my story about my daily life in Perth. So goodbye.

I cannot wait for KL even it is still far way to go, ahaha. I will be back again to my hometown on the 12th of December, I hope so. I will be back to the travel agent tomorrow to confirm the ticket which probably will be a one way flight.

I am now chatting with Deo right now on Yahoo Messenger, the alay version of MSN since his MSN does not work on his Acep. So bye now again. Hope you're all doing good. Again to say, I love you Deo, mom, dad, Thalia, and Boomer. Thank you, so much for everything. I had so much fun there in Jakarta :)

Latest Photo with Deo

We Will Rock The Beach/Bitch.

2009-07-30T23:21:00.004+08:00

Hi!

I was in a serious bad mood and decided to change the layout of the blog. I can see the new layout is much more fucked up than the last one, this is the very standard and simple template I saw on the web. I deleted half of the friend list of mine and I definitely do not know why the side bar came up like that (as you see between the profile picture and the links on the right side). I did undo and redo every single thing to make it perfect but I gave up. And that's why I am publishing this blog.

Speaking of bad mood, it has been more than a week thinking of how to stay in Jakarta a little bit longer. I am going back to Perth on the 2nd of August which means 3 days from now, I mean what the buck! My roommate got me pretty stressed out last night, she told me everything about the assignments and how she would handle it. We are not a very discipline student, as you can see and tell. I am sorry to tell but no, I will not find a job because my boyfriend does not allow me to. Well, with no specific reason why albeit I told him I will spend the wage(s) for KL. Yes it is pretty much selfish himself as I have another responsibilities to be accomplished which is to get mother's 700AUD back as soon as possible. Anyway, I have 4 units for this semester. The core unit is called Cultural Matrix, my first impression seing the unit title was I knew this subject would be complex with all the critical analysis and all, I do not want to make my parents dissapointed with this so I have been emailing my lecturer to tell me all the updates about the unit for the first week (started from this week). The rest are Media and Nation, Suburbs and Community, and last but not least Australian History. Down 10, people. I would really appreciate if you guys wish me luck.

Twitter, twitter, twitter. Yes everybody is addicted to twitter, aren't they? To be honest, I wanted to create one. A couple of weeks ago, one of my friends promoted Twitter to me and said "This is the best web eva! Facebook is so old school baby!", I was like yeah so she wants me to own one. I ended up by downloading two applications for my phone called 'Tweetdeck' and 'Twitterrific' but then I found out Twitteriffic was much better than Tweetdeck, I can even see celebrity's updates without having an account. Since then, I bookmarked Katy Perry, Miley Cyrus, Tom Milsom, and Selena Gomez so whenever they update their status, they will send me a notification. Oh ps, I do not have one so do not ask me to follow you. I mean, what is the purpose of telling everyone what are you doing right now? Where are you going and so on so forth. It just does not seem to be very important to be told on the web, to everyone, well specifically, to those who follows/is being followed. I have a BUT, but! If you forced me to, I will try one thou. I mean, it is not as gay as I thought. Heheh!

Went to Seaworld, Ancol, Jakarta, Indonesia today. It was me, my little sister, my cousin, and my mom waking up bloody early just to dive at Seaworld's big aquarium. Once we arrived, we immediately jumped upstairs, changed to our wetsuit, assambled the equipment then TADAAA! We're in there with the sharks, stinkrays, and the other weird yet cute sea species. It was supposed to be an hour fun dive but we had a super fun dive so we decided to continue for 15 minutes but it was actually 2 hours already ahaha! I kissed the sleeping yellow turtle :) too many fun things to describe at Seaworld, you just need to wait for the pics to be uploaded very soon on Facebook, lads. I did not see Orcas, thou :'( By the way, fuck that silly cow clown. Go to hell. EUW.

Want to watch Family Guy Season 7 I bought a month ago, it is time to continue the second episode. I love you, Stewie Griffin. Oh and, I love you more boyfriend JIGGA :D

Latest photo..

Thursday sucks big time!

2009-07-17T00:14:00.004+08:00

Sweet nibblets! It's been more than a week. I'm alive, right here.

I'm not dead yet, as people kept themselves busy with MJ's rumours. Some media said he's dead 20 years ago. He must be very dissapointed by now. Poor MJ. God bless you, legend.

To keep it short, I am half dead for 12 hours knowing my boyfriend was going back today. So the story started from the surprise in the morning. Finally, honey, right. Thank you, thank you so much for the FINALLY surprise. I swear I was sleepy as hell, couldn't even open my eyes to answer the phone so I ended up asking "Where are you?" and "Oh okay. Bye!" instead of "Don't lie to me again. Tell me where the heck are you?". The first 2 times of surprises, he didn't make it cos I knew he was lying yet I really really really appreciate his willingness to surprise me. And we noticed today was our last day. I didn't want to cry cos that would make things even worse. We love our long-distance relationship, don't you?

I met his cousins Enmoda and Enmoia, furrrrrigin cute how I love them to the max. We went to the airport to meet Deo, Dnov and Dolar for the last time at the moment and got heaps of picture of Enmoia herself. She loves camera so much, and she also did candids of Deo. She forced me to upload all the pics really soon on Facebook. Yes gorgeous, I will :) It's really nice meeting you guys <3

Anyways, 17 days spent together with Deo and brothers were famazing. Heaven. The car, my house, Kelapa Gading Mall (awkward), Michael Jackson (?), diving course, Eastern Promise, Bekasi, PRJ, Bowling, Boomer, and everything I can't even describe it all. I hate it we didn't have much time to accomplish our Deathnote plan but we had great times, thou.

So our next meeting point will be in Jakarta again, probably. At the end of 2009, our summer holiday. My next class will be started in February 2010. I know it's still 5 months from now but time flies really fast right? Fasting month for exception, ha ha. I will work really hard to see you before December.

I love you, always forever. Thank you very much for everything you gave me. It was a blast, a total pleasure spending the days with you. I couldn't even miss a second just to see your face and hold you tight. I'm sorry for what I've done to you. Lovers' quarrel. We're gonna meet very soon, don't know where. My holiday is now almost nothing without you. Well, family comes first :P

Well, hello Skype! I know you miss me so much aw don't cha? Welcome home, amazing. Take care and good luck with all your gigs. 500IDR is pretty expensive for international sms hey. But anything for you, baby lol.

Hope you're doing well and stay mine,

PS: My sister is.... talking to herself 0.0

Boyfriend Day.

2009-06-30T20:41:00.001+08:00

13 days? =\ Well, yeay!

BORED.

Fishes in the sea, my love.

2009-06-22T22:41:00.005+08:00

Do you know what bored is? Yes it is. You might say some people would like to do that. Suicide. Like what I am thinking now, but that's exactly a short term, do you know why? I have no specific reason why actually, but that's just stupid, that's what typical emo teenagers usually do. It is 10.10PM here, all I am doing is watching telly yayyyyy! What else besides this stupid drama? I wanna go out. Do you guys have any recommendation? Come on. Live with it? Fuck I'm having my holiday, I thought I could be in heaven again, apart from my family and my boyfriend. I give my all to them =]

You know what? I think I lost my friends. I feel like they ~~never~~ seldom ask me out, I always be the one who ask them out, or even yes I don't wanna go with them cos they're weird. I heard a quote says:

They will call your name if they need you. Otherwise, don't expect them too much.

Well, I must admit that's right. I feel it sometimes. Even I feel it just now. That's one of the reasons why I'm bored, I guess. I'm just saying. That's a general thing to share, right? I know this is not important, but I've been squandering my time on facebook just to approve all my friends, well I know them, do nothing but to approve them, that's all. Aaaaanyways, are you PROUD of yourself having more than 3,000 friends on your page hey? You don't even know them, faggots. See yourself in the mirror, you think you're popular? Dude, when you die, those evils don't care you're popular. You're not even a celebrity, well wannabe. That's not even a thing to be proud of. Fuck your grandma. Wait, I'm not fuckin jealous but I'd love to see you cutting yourself. Feel the agony. Oh well. Out of topic but oh well. Sigh.... What a life, I won't call your name till you call mine then. Bye, lads.

PS: Oh and give me one reason whyyyyy you guys join Twitter these days? Trend?! Fuck. Off. You are so emo. Gay! What's so wow updating your status every single minute hey? Get a life. Oh, and fuck your Blackberry. Thankyou.

I am bloody fucked up!

2009-06-19T02:49:00.005+08:00

Please let me be in heaven even for 7 minutes... I hate this life and that is so gay. FUCK THIS! I don't wanna talk. Will not even say a word, AT ALL. Don't go near me.

OSHURKAJKJAKJAKJKQPPAOELK!!!!!!!!!

Road to hell.

2009-06-14T23:18:00.005+08:00

"What makes it hard just to see, hug and kiss your lover like THIS close? They won't ever understand how much I miss him. Great. I've ruined everything. Thank you, God. You've made it (even) perfect."

what is three?

2009-06-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Yes three is the third number after one and two and this is stupid coz my internet hasn't been working for 3 days and I'm using my friend's now what the deuce. I've been doing my preparation for final exams on Monday and Tuesday, then get ready for my next flight on Friday afternoon.

BLAST! I'm not in the mood. Why thanks to Astrid for kindly borrowing her laptop to check my Facebook and sneaking out to my lovely blog, don't you miss me? :) You are so charitable, Astrid. I love you so much but I love my boyfriend more. Go drown yourself. Just kidding. Hah!

How deliciously evil looking! I'm so out of Stephen King. Hoping to get the newest The Sims 3 for my lappie. I love you Daddy. Ahaha AWKWARD. Have a blast one and rag off.

vinglish is damn cool.

2009-06-02T16:43:00.003+08:00

I was starving and started to think what to eat today. I went to the market near my house and got 5 bucks in my pocket. No other alternative I ended up buying 5 fried noodles. I thought it would be better if I got the "one pack edition" but better not cos it's already expired. Walked to the cashier and our conversation turned like this:

Me: Hey I think you have expired noodles there.
Her: Huh? It's 3.75, please.
Me: *give her the money* Your noodles you sell are expired already. You better check and throw it away before your customer notice and hate this store.
Her: Noodles.. Expired. Here your fried noodles. You buy the noodles? You saying?
Me: GAH. Here, I noticed most of the noodles there *point out the shelf* are expired since last year and March 2009!
Her: Ooooh yeah. The noodles ~!@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#@!~ stuff.
Me: Hah? Never mind. Thanks.

I walked out from the store and ate the not expired noodle. Fuck Vietnamese. Don't hate me cos I'm racist.

Mood: Studying :|

Currently playing: Harvest Moon Back to Nature: Boy & Girl (again)

i desperately need to fuck you, son of a bitch!

2009-05-31T13:59:00.004+08:00

I should've known. Hypocrites, backstabber & liar are the most perfect combination as a human being. I adore you for that, but I promise I'll throw you to hell if I had a chance to see your fake smile again. I don't need any of your help, bitch. Fuck your brother.

i hate...

2009-05-28T01:51:00.004+08:00

1. People who loves Vienna! Grrr..

2. Cockroach. This is the most disgusting insect I've ever seen in my entire life. The back of their body, their wings, their face. It's just EUW.

3. Clowns. Disney characters not included. They're the second most disgusting thing I've ever seen. I had this clown as the 'fun part' of my birthday when I was 4 and I fainted. They're ugly as.

4. People who likes what I like. That's obvious. I hate it when people likes The Devil Wears Prada.

5. People who tend to buy branded stuff like Guchi, Elvy, Bulgeriy, Berbewrie, etc etc. Why would you spend your money for that stuff? Think. Nobody cares. Well, except your community. Doh!

6. Blackberrians. Trend. Fashion. Technology. Yes yes yes I've heard enough!

7. Chinese. Some Chinese basically. The main reason why I hate them is because of their language. The way they speak, oh please. You better stay away from the Earth.

8. Chinese. All Chinese people who live in China. They eat cat and dog and all kind of animals. What? Culture. Yes fuck your culture and definitely, that's not the fuckin way. Yet, I love Capital Punishment in your country.

9. Chinese. Your pronunciation please.

10. Chinese. You better watch your mouth, son. Not all un-Chinese doesn't understand Chinese. You seriously need a business doctor.

11. Chinese. Plagiarism. I know I know that's much cheaper but hellooooo!!

12. Indian. I just hate them. No specific reason.

13. When they actually know I'm wrong, they tend to seal their lips and be anti-social. I need a word, dude.

14. Vegetables. Euw. I love some but broccoli is ridiculous.

15. University. I dislike study. Most people said uni sucks, my uni is more than sucks indeed.

16. Presentation. I don't like giving facts and opinions in front of crowded people in class. I don't like it when they actually ask me questions cos it will ruin everything.

17. Corruptor. What's wrong with you? Typical appearance. A mansion, yes. Are you scared when people debating of how fucked up (actually) are you, mr. scumbag?

18. Hypocrites. No need a word. I'd rather slap you right in the face. I respect liars, lol.

19. Alay. Fuck! Go away, poser.

20. Yellow. They're tooooo shineh!

21. Girls with more than 10 ex-boyfriend. Useless. What for? Have a sex then a break up? Indeed, girls. I love the way you convince yourself as "the most prettiest girl on earth"!

22. "Bloggers". I know I know Raditya Dika's books are all sold out. Yes it is a blog, a story about him. The result was, more than 10 books in one shelf at this mall putting all the fucked up blogs with fuckin 'hilarious' stories. Aw my God I'm crying you're so funny.

23. Julia Perez. Slut! You're not an angel, Julia. Please, convince it. I just feel sorry for you.

24. Skirts. It's seriously not comfortable at all.

25. High heels. Life or death? I'll kill you.

26. Perth. I feel safe here. A subject of how to be an independent girl. How to make yourself and your parents proud of you? How to learn the language, socialise with them? Well, I don't feel like it. At least I tried.

27. I don't hate it seriously but in this case yes, this is the most annoying thing I've ever had in my entire life. My $717 phone bill on May-June. Are you kidding me? Yes. My roommate woke me up at 4.30AM telling me that my last phone bill was $717 and I can barely breathe. This is my very first time having a phone bill more than $50. I was crying didn't know what to do except lying to mom and tell her again that I need extra for my next semester's books and rent payment. At least I'll spend the extra to pay this bill to my friend. I've turned off the phone and will never EVER use it anymore. I seriously don't know how to appreciate money. I'm not a citizen here, my visa is still the under 18 visa which give me a result of "no working permit til you're 18". We spent 2 hours just to think of how should I tell my mom, how should I manage the money so she and I still can purchase our primary needs and decided to do a layaway plan. I couldn't sleep til I finally went out from her room and watch television. Manchester United vs Barcelona were still playing and yes Barca is the champion of 2009. How sad. I shut my eyes at 7.30AM and I couldn't get any comfortable position since I've been thinking of this. What have I done? :( This is seriously a lesson.

Long enough. Too long. Gah :x

Pray... and struggle.

Home.

i'd rather die.

2009-05-23T17:21:00.003+08:00

TomMilsom.com

School kills. I have a problem of enrolling my second semester units. What the fuck. I went to see the course coordinator on Friday to helping me about this enrollment problem. Admittedly it turned out like crap. I was crying so loud. She stabbed my heart so deep and I couldn't do anything but try and pray. Sigh. Have no mood to do anything... I need Ice Chocolate!

FUCK. YOU. ECU!

shame & oh.

2009-05-21T17:47:00.008+08:00

Two thumbs up? Yes. Hmm, I look scary up there. My friend gave me Bring Me The Horizon's shirt last week and he thought my body was like an anorexia girl yes I am anorexia. Unfortunately I should loose it out using my chair in my room which was taadaa! It worked. There you go I could wear it ha? My friends told me I look much better with very tight shirt like this. I decided to wear it three days in a row. Thanks to Ichsan and Jevon for coming to BMTH concert on the 11th of May and fuck you guys for taking pics with Matt. Just joking.

Teenagers. Teenagers. Had my conversation with my little sister on Windows Live Messenger, telling me *cough* sorry.. that she is now having a monkey-relationship with his friend whom used to be her frenemy and place to share anything about love and stuff. Our conversation went really strange when she showed me the way her boyfriend wanted her to be his. Here is the snapshot...

I'm sorry if it's not that clear. I belittled her conversation with her monkey-love coz it was really cheesy and egh :x But anyways, I'm happy to see those guys together. I should admit that sometimes I get embarrassed about discussing how my relationship went for the first time with my best friend when I was nearly 13 year-old. At least mine wasn't that cheesy like that but shamelessly vapid (?) Yes my sister is still.. wait a sec, she was born in 1996 which makes her 13 year-old this year. I didn't know if she looks much better than me. Some friends have issues about having pretty sister where the conversation went like this:

LadyGaga (LG): *turning page to page of my photo album* Hey, your sister looks much prettier than you. Is that a coincidence or not?
Me: Hmm? What do you mean by coincidence?
LG: You're one of them. So you were born first because your mom didn't know if you looked like this right now. She felt sorry, so she told your dad to be much careful to change his position while having a sex, so your younger sister is much better than you. But I know how you feel. Even sometimes people tend to guess that you're act.. Hmm wait a sec this chocolate is delicious.
Me: You're actually.......????
LG: A foster child. *stuff all chocolate in to her mouth*
Me: .....
LG: But don't worry it's just a myth.

Yes whatever. That's the coolest statement I've ever heard about sex position. I feel lucky, thou. Don't need to study physics, biology and math anymore. Fuck you all and Rihanna is an idiot. I hope your relationship is okay and tell me if anything happen to you awright? Don't play too hard, sister. I love you but I love Joshua Third more.

Heard a year ago about Communitychannel a.k.a Natalie Tran, the Aussie YouTube instant celebrity, I was about to watch one of her last video 2 months ago, YouTube turned out like hell. Supposing to watch the video because I got bored, YouTube was apparently in maintenance mode. It was quite funny coz I forced the link to keep buffering and watch it like this...

Err, yes that's weird. I closed the tab then open it again but it gave me the same result. It was because I wanted to watch it on High Quality video which has a good resolution but crap coz my internet is very slow -- require a really good internet connection. But oh well, you should watch her coz she's gorgeous and funny! Some people say she's annoying as is oh my goodness, BUGGER OFF. But no one can be much more annoying than these two people...

YES. Fred and Jennifer Chung. Don't ask me why and don't get me wrong. It's just my opinion. At a glance, Fred is handsome but there's no he's cooler than Tom Milson. Jennifer Chung is really good at singing but I don't like the way she actually screams rather than sings. She force her voice to be like Christina Aguilera, I suppose? But apparently, she's more like Shrek stuck with his shit at the toilet.

Anyways, I am very done with my assignment for fuck's sake. I should admit that it's all his work and I did not more than 10 sentences for conclusion and got tired looking for each references on the web. But yes, I feel so much alive. I've fone 5,443 words overall and it was really awesome. Tomorrow is the due date and thank you, thank you, take a bow to you. I'm sorry it's not supposed to be your work but yes I'm a bastard not a pervert. Now you're free to play your Playstation 3. Night at the Museum is waiting, by the way. And rival's waiting for Tekken 6 tournament at Innaloo Megaplex, Lili Rochefort versus Nina Williams.

I need shuteye.

Definitely maybe.

2009-05-17T01:12:00.004+08:00

Hi.

I (still) feel so sleepy, the fact that I skyped till 5AM last night and woke up at 3. I went to my friend's birthday party at her house for about 3 hours. Chill out, have a snack, play poker, then camera indeed. We watched X-Men: The Last Stand instead of gathering. Oh well, we can call it gathering thou. My friend got 2 presents and one of them are bra which is awkward :\ I just realised that she actually works for bra company and it is Playboy. Cool. Oh anyways, first thing I did when I came to my friend's party was the food. My expectation was it would be a barbecue party as she announced that on Facebook, and gonna be ice creams as our dessert. As I 'climbed over' her kitchen, I found chickens, nachos, and a sausages. I wonder if she's going to start the barbecue party. Anyway, I saw this guy standing behind me while I was busy cutting the chicken. Then he suddenly giggled and said "Hi. Why are you so black? Oh I know, it's called emo. Hahaha!" Yes? He's so desperate. D'oh. And for fuck's sake I'm not one of them. Just because I was wearing all-black doesn't mean I am emo. I have no other choice, hahaha. I feel so stupid cos they're pretty as! Oh well :D

Just woke up and the clock is now showing 1 pm. Yes, I gotta study which is terrible. My exam will be held tomorrow in the afternoon and I'm not motivated to study at all. I started to watch The Budget as my lecturer recommend us to watch, then all I know it was about how they actually should cope with it. And then there is this episode about Prime Minister, I didn't come to the tutor and it's gonna be in the exam. Fuck it, I'll ask them on Monday. Wish me luck, son.

Oh by the way, rumor has said that Australia will begin daylight-saving again starting from 16 May. However, it was the fourth time for the citizens to vote either they agree to daylight-saving or not. Most of them voted for no! Good idea coz I hate daylight-saving. What's the point of daylight-saving? If you think you want to go jogging after the class of work, then you can do it on the weekends. Are you the God? It's not supposed to be like this. I hope there's no more daylight-saving :) Eventhou somewhat I feel the time flies much faster. Hush! I vote for no.

I feel like having my lunch at Poppies. Getting some pasta, woohoo! Fetuccini carbonara. I noticed it's bacon but what can I say? I'm sorry dad, I love it, it tastes delicious. Oh, with Ice Chocolate, and extra chocolate. Gossip magazines, indeed. Envy me enough. w00t w00t!

Facebook is boring. This too. Definitely, my life. Apart from my relationship. I need to buy all The Sims 2 once I'm home. Daddy, I need them. Seriously. Otherwise, I'll go home by midnight. Your choice.

Currently listening to: Katy Perry - Thinking of You

What am I doing: Scratching my hair :x

Killing in the name of...

2009-05-14T22:58:00.004+08:00

Hi.

Just finished my second last assignment within two nights and hand it in tomorrow after the class. It was about Slave Trade and Capitalism in England. Awful. It's actually not that hard apart from the word count. All I did was bullshit but hoping to get at least Credit. Printed that out in colour, feel so relieved. Even thou something keeps bumping my brain and my heart which I found it really annoyingly in a sense of not fair. I didn't know if you think your boyfriend/girlfriend is the most important thing in your life, but if you think you want to go home early because you cannot stand the (pretty) long-distance relationship for four months, that is the most stupidest excuse I've ever heard sir. I'm not judging the relationship but in this matter, I don't think that's necessary. Ask me why? Yes because I envy you, idiot. The fact that I don't consider me and my boyfriend as a long-distance relationship lover, because 5 hours flight isn't that long compared to 12 hours flight for you people who own a lover out of Asia. I feel sorry for you guys who think that Jakarta-Jogja is a desperate LONG-DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. Go to hell. Can you actually tell me what is your definition of long-distance? Coz if you think so, I'll kick you in the ass and I'll slap your face till you realise that you can meet your lover for more than 10 times in a month, allright? I think you better split up. It won't work for more than 2 years if you think so.

Speaking of going home early, yes, again, I'll be the only one in this desperate apartment for 2 days for fuck's sake. Why? Because 2 of my friends will be back on the 11th and 14th while me... I'll have my examination on the 15th of June which means there's no way I'm able to be back before 15, right? So my flight will be on the 16th. Sucks. Thinking of how to escape from Uni before the 11th, oh God is there someone out there who wants to be a volunteer? I need a better shelter. Probably I'll stay at my cousin's house for two days instead of killing myself in this unit thinking of what to eat, who's gonna be with me at night before sleep, turn on all the lights at night, open the linked door and so on so forth except my boyfriend... even I don't want him to take it as a burden, I can take care of myself.

Got a call from mom, telling me about the ticket. Yes, I'm confirmed with the 2nd of August. She wanted me to go back earlier because the class commences on the 27th of July, great. You can call me a lazy bastard. She told me to re-issue the ticket, change the date and ask how much it will cost you.. The answer is "Yes, you may change the date of your flight and you need to pay for extra fee which is USD160", and I asked the receptionist back "Sorry?", "It's USD160 *think she smiles*", and it drives me insane, she stabbed my heart back and front. Are you killing meh? Thought my friend has confirmed for the 2nd of August, I booked my ticket last night and make sure again if she's not going to change the date. YES, she's changed it 2 hours ago (Y). I called the flight receptionist for the second time and it goes with the same answer. Yes again, I'll skip a week of uni even thou my heart said no, yesterday. Sigh. Story of my life :cry:

So tomorrow, probably will get the chance to have my presentation as my second last assignment before the Jazz Project which is due next week. I hope the research I'll be doing from next Monday will help, Deo will be the one who's going to do it albeit it's not his assignment. He's the sweetest boyfriend and he's mine so get your own. And no, doesn't mean I love you because of this assignment, no. Don't get me wrong.

Wow, what a long blog. I started doing this from 11 and the clock is now showing 12am. Pretty much a proscinator, haha. Awright! I'm gonna watch Jonas Brothers 3-D Experience tomorrow at 18.30!!! Yes, I've been listening to their songs since a week ago and the result is yes I can sing-along with you, Joe, Nick, and Kevin. I know it'll be full of kids between 9-15 but who cares? I'm one of their biggest fan, may I? :D See you there, lads! I'm ready with my 3-D glasses. BOOYEAH!

Bye x

Fuckindonesia.

2009-05-09T19:24:00.004+08:00

Hi.

I'm a proscinator. I've been trying to start blogging again since 3 days ago but assignments are stuck in my brain. Wish me luck. I have 3 more assignments due this month which are history for this Wednesday, blog for next Friday, and Jazz Project for next Friday too. Having a break in the weekend. I went to cinema on Friday and watched Star Trek starring Chris Pine and Eric Bana. It was 4 out of 5 for me X-Men Origin: Wolverine is still the bomb since I'm not into Sci-fi movie that much. Then on Saturday, we went to Hillarys Harbour Boat: Aqwamarine :) It was much better than Seaworld of course d'oh. I could smell the beauty of the sea, soft of the sand, the sharks, the whales. Ohhhhh...

Anyways, I saw Kaskus today and found out something really annoying for me about Indonesia. Indonesia sucks, completely sucks. Hospital won't help you if you don't have any money on your pocket. They will just pretend nothing happen when you're actually busy begging for someone's help. Admittedly, they will run to you if you show them your money! The conclusion is, you need to bring money whenever and wherever you go out in Jakarta. The second thing is FUCKIN CRACKBERRY YOU SON OF A BITCH GO TO HELL BLOODY HELL NOBODY NEEDS YOU COZ YOURE FUCKIN UGLY FOR FUCK SAKE! There you go I'm done. A book about Blackberry? WHO FUCKIN NEEDS YOU?! Go fuck your mother. Enough said about it. I bet you got the point.

Deo just finished watching Star Trek today and he said it's awesome. I know, right? :D Good on you, honey. Then we'll meet up again in the middle of June, having our school break for a month. I know I won't spend the whole month with him since he'll be having his family with him all the time, but at least I'll have our time together. Can't wait! Teehee.

PS: failblog and nigahiga are (Y) ♥

Currently listening to: Jonas Brother's songs for 3-D Movie!

Mood: Home

Depature Day?

2009-05-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hi.

It's been a while. I've been pretty much busy with assignments these days, seven assignments to finish within a month. My boyfriend is luckily still here but sadly, he'll depart soon which is this Sunday. Oh my goodness, I'm not in the mood to write any. Assignment sucks. Fuck them. Screw them. I want him to stay here forever with me, he kept telling me that this is our risk of having a long-distance relationship. But thanks for being here. Thanks for accompanying me for the whole month. Thanks for everything we've done together here. I hate most of the places we went together. I don't want you to go. Enough said.

I hate Saturday... FOR FUCK'S SAKEEEEEEE! :'(

Useless & Home

2009-04-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hi.

It's been a while since I wrote in this blog, yes I'm in the mood for that now even thou not really in the mood. I've been taking a nap for more than 12 hours a day to get rid of this stupid pain. I feel so relieved as Deo is still here to help me, to take care of me, he's such an angel. I feel much better than today. I know it's like 9 days left to his departure day, I've been trying to keep myself okay but then it's really hard for me to not crying over him for fuck's sake. I don't know what will happen later.

I need you lads to pray for me, I hope I'll get better soon. I dreamt of failing all my assignments and should start my first semester over again, then see my mom's face in pain. Lots of weird things happen to me recently. I hope that's why we need to have a dream while we're sleeping either it's nightmare or heaven. Amen.

I miss me mom, my dad, my sister, all my family back in Indo. Somehow I feel like going home now. I feel like they're the only one in the world who can fulfill all my pains. I know it's been only 2 months since I left them last, I envy my friends who got back home already. Education sucks. You're such a pain in the ass, man! All I need now is my family and that's it. EMO

God, there's only one thing I need You to do for me. Please relieve my pain while he's around, while he still need anything from me, while I'm still able to feel his warm, while I can make his wishes come true. He told me thousand times he misses me so much. So do I, God. I miss our funny times together. I feel useless. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I love you ♥

PS: Resident Evil 5 is an ADDICTIVE. Yummy!

Fuckin Liquid!

2009-04-11T23:01:00.001+08:00

"What is life without death? What is death? A boring life. Life is overrated."

Do you know Liquid Ocelot? The big boss of Metal Gear Solid 4? The twin of Solid Snake? He is not yet dead. Why? He should be! It was a super fight between REX and RAY and we won the fight. We thought we won the fight but the truth is not, Liquid is still alive and he was going to kill Snake using his Outer Haven and suddenly Raiden came to rescue Snake. He admittedly killed himself by stabbing his leg. Fuck o_O

Liquid's mission is to get the Big Boss's DNA to recreate new PMC soldiers with nanomachines inside their body. Rumor has it, nanomachines are designed to handle their emotions and basically to make them much more stronger than normal people. Apparently, the DNA is on Snake. I don't really know why but Deo said that so :) We're now having a fight with our last big boss before Liquid. We've done Laughing Octopus on Act 1, Raging Raven on Act 3 -- She's from Aceh Indonesia fyi, and Crying Wolf on Act 4. The big boss on Act 5 is Screaming Mantis. She got a sorrow doll hanging on her hands and that is how we kill her. Meryl and Akiba are there too, Meryl become one of Mantis' dolls and Akiba drop himself right there (imagine yourself). It's really hard. What will the ending be? :O

We won the fight. She couldn't breath! She wanted us to protect her but the fact we should kill them. I am sorry but it's scary seriously. The backsound. The way she avoid our shotgun attack. What the hell. She was from South America, anyway. She's dead. FTW SNAKE!

We stopped the game.. Eh but what is that Meryl doing there? She got Snake's back. She's now fighting with those Liquid's "crew" with Johnny (Known as Akiba). I love their actions, son! They're fuckin awesome for Christ's sake. Oh done.

SAVED :) -- Next morning okay? I'll finish the game seriously. I hate Liquid as fuck. He's an asshole. Bastard. Homosexual. Old-stupid-silly-man. Schwing!

Oh hold on. The missions are finally accomplished! I thought Snake would put his gun on his mouth while he was mourning I-don't-even-know-who. He is now retired. Raiden got his family back. Meryl got married with Akiba. Sunny eventually can see the sun and the real new friend. HIDEO KOJIMA IS AWESOME AS! :D

What about Metal Gear Solid 5? I AM SO FUCKIN GLAD TO KNOW THAT LIQUID IS FINALLY DEAD. FUCK YOU, LIQUID. May God send you to hell, with microwaves, your PMCs, your fuckin Frogs, Vamp, all your what-so-ever screaming crying laughing raging friends. And Naomi, are you dead yet? Oh good. Coz we don't need a betrayer like you, or you aren't? :O

Currently playing: Mario Bross - World 6
Mood: 17 Again!

Just my luck :)

2009-04-09T02:39:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I just got back from our coffee time in Leederville cafe this night. So we went out around 9 by bus and catch the next train immediately. We missed the first bus coz the driver thought we're not about to get the bus but the fact was yes, we wanted to go by bus. My smart rider card balance was only 1.30ish, it spent 90 cents for concession and 1.50 for the standard one which has been used by my bf since he's here for the whole month. How exciting is that, son? We reached the cafe at 10 and order drinks. I took Hot Chocolate at first then I heard my friend ordered Iced Chocolate I was like "Okay, I'm gonna change the drink!", I then gave my hot chocolate to my bf and he apparently wanted that so much. I bet anorexia (?) and we played the Uno and I lost the game once. One of my friends was sleepy and she wanted us to go back home early -- She always do that, anyways. I was supposed to do my assignment which is the draft assignment for this Friday and oh I've done it. Nah, it was actually my bf who done the whole draft coz I was busy playing my new Nintendo DS Lite.

Speaking of Nintendo DS Lite, I took more than 1000 feet to get to Nando's in Northbridge. I felt thirsty and I suddenly wanted to buy Utopia, the bubble tea stand for Asian faggots. I said Chocolate Snow with extra sugar for today :) We went out and saw 3 other friends sitting right there with their one scoop of mango ice cream, easy way bubble tea, ciggs, and cool sunglasses. I was filled myself with Nando's 5 bbq wings with chips and lotta peri-peri salt, YUMMY :D then continue our journey to Timezone. God didn't want us to, so we decided to go to Pot Black (a pub) as my friend recommend us to go then play this "tetris" game coz they had Nintendo DS, Playstation 2, Ipod Nano Chromatic as the prizes. We were pretty curious with that and I then refused to go to Nando's coz this one sounds cool. We tried more than 10 times to get the Nintendo DS and you knew the result already, son :) I ran to city to get a new game for our Diesz (our Nintendo DS official name), and we got Mario Bros. Yeepee! ♥

Since Deo has been busy playing with his new Metal Gear Solid 4, I didn't know why I'm so in love with that game as well. Awesome as! It was a little bit frustating coz you need to be logical and careful with your steps and action(s) but then it was so cool if you had the snipper with you, why? Because you can actually kill them in the head from a distance like this far (imagine yourself). I'm so gonna miss my living room. The Joni, the Deo, the laptop, the kishy and so on so forth. No more Playstation 3, no more sleeping at 3PM when I need to go to Uni tomorrow. No more kishy, no more nongshim together, no more Nando's and else. No more him whom I adore so much. My room, my bed, my pillow, my blanket, my boxer, my nyengir, our ukulele named Maho. Tears all down, son. I feel like drowning. Oh well, shut up.

I'm off to bed. Tomorrow's waiting. Have an awesome easter day, everyone!

Currently listening to: Tom & Jerry - Ukulele Song
Mood: Drowning. Tears all down.

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Deo & Freo :)

2009-04-05T20:36:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I know I've been busy with things these days. In case you don't know, my boyfriend will be in Perth for the whole month I believe. He bought a Playstation 3 for himself, and he's now playing a game called Killzone 2, if I'm not mistaken. Yeh, it's a war game, strong violence with blood are spilled on the floor. Deo, this amazing guy, wearing a black Mickey Mouse shirt, really big, with orange boxer, mine. How cute is he, huh? Can't you imagine? He's right here, playing the game beside me while I'm typing this blog.

Freo yesterday was really cool. We did see sunset at the Freo's beach. We got bunch of pictures uploaded on Facebook. I'm about to put some pictures on this blogspot but still I'm not really good at using Flock blog thing that is why... It says I'm able to drag pictures from my own folders. Okay let's put some pictures.

So it's me and Deo, d'oh. We're chilling out at the beach. It was about 15 mins before the sunset and I used Astrid's phone which had a really good effect. Do I look white? Yes I do, left? Allright. Check the rest of the pictures on Facebook :]

Holiday is about to come. Two weeks mid-term break and I got nothing to do but just one 1,000 essay a week after the break. Heaps of plan to go. Which are:
1. Zoo in South Perth -- This Tuesday, I believe. It's going to be me, him, my other 3 friends. He's craving for Kangoos and Koalas. I know they don't have it in Malay but are they that rare in this planet? Well, "I'm a tourist!", yes baby yes you indeed are.
2. The Deen Pub -- Since I never been to club before, this will be my first day going to a pub. Yes, son, yes. First time, okay? What a shame. However, I'll go with my boyfriend which will be either awesome or awful. El oh el. I'm just saying.
3. Ellington Jazz Club -- This is definitely Deo's plan. Deo rule. I will follow you into the dark, baby. (??)
4. Scarborough Beach -- Albeit Freo was awesome, we still need another beaches. This is our next destination. It's near my house going by 400 bus. I know it will be much more colder than last time I went back here on Feb. It was like 45 degree. Now is Autumn so yeh. Bikini on Friday, I guess haha. Man, I never wore one before.
5. PIBT Graduation -- Nadya rule. My diploma graduation, son. How cool :D It will be held 2 weeks from now.

I don't want time flies so fast. I love no daylight saving till October. At least I can feel his warm for the whole month, right? This is day 5, spending with me. Tomorrow is my last day of school and we'll be going to Singapore to grab our dinner and get some new games from JB Hi-Fi or EB Games.

He's now playing Sega game on Playstation 3. So oldschool yet still cool. Oh, and we have a new password :] Have a good night, faggots. You envy me enough, ha? Yeh right. Kiss from me.

Currently ~~listening~~ playing: Ukuleeeeeele - Lucky (Jason Mraz&Colbie Caillat)
Mood: Gyaaaaaahahahahahaha 8D

BONUS:

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Spongebob Squarepants

2009-04-03T22:33:00.001+08:00

Hi.

I know it's Friday and me, Deo, and my other friends went to cinema to watch Monsters Versus Aliens and it was awesome. We got the 3-Dimension spectacle but quite expensive, worth it thou :] It was a new cinema called VMax, I suppose.

Son, I got a new Ukulele heyyyyyy! It was only 20 bucks don't you envy me? Name it... Maho from Mahalo. It's yellow and really cute like the owner, me. I bought it in a music store near my apartment with my boyfriend. He wanted the Joe Pass Guitar, it was 1399. Oh, I need to sing and play with my new Ukulele. Have a good friday. Don't dink and drance, son.

Oh. And I miss Spongebob, lol. Bye!

x

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Farewell

2009-04-01T13:28:00.001+08:00

Hello, this is Deo :)

This whole April, don't even try to find where my lover is. It will only make you die from JEALOUSIESSSS muahahahaha.

ok.

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Have you ever?

2009-03-30T09:42:00.001+08:00

Hi.

Last morning I woke up early just to change my last rubbers on my braces and it worked for almost an hour. It hurts a bit coz this is the new one so the rubbers are not very elastic as the last one. I put all the rubbers in a wrong order, it should be orange-blue-orange but apparently it turned out with orange-orange-blue-blue, nice one. I didn't want to change it anymore since I found it so hard to put it using toothpicks, right? Haha. Anyway, remind me if it's April 30 allright coz I need to change it again. I know I will look ugly with these "colourful" braces. Oh crap!

Speaking of ugly, ugly word of the day is: hippotamus which is quite euw and I just hate them coz they're fat and wet and stinky. Not attractive at all. Oh, and attractive word of the day is: silky which is really nice like "silky appearance", it's charming. Don't you think? Ha? Ha? I found it really cool when I saw my favourite Youtube V-Logger Natalie from Sydney, she's gorgeous. She's really cool and she's funny. She's the bomb. Ugly and attractive word? Just for fun. I'm just saying.

It is Monday today. It's 9.31 AM and daylight saving ended yesterday which was really cool! Haha. Same time with Malaysia. You just need to put your clock back an hour, right? And he told me not to publish anything is happening right now, today, this morning, at home, school, airport (oops!). Jeeeeeeeeesus Christ I can't tell :] Hope everything's fine with you right there. Take care and I'll see you very soon. Allright? ;D

Oh. I've done my media profile for my Media in Asia class which was terrible. I did it a day! I should do like 2000 words excluding quotes and I started to do that at 12PM and finished that at 9PM, pretty much excited when you know you're done, son. I'm so clever. I'm afraid I didn't put so much efforts in it but please let me pass the assignment okay? You don't know what I'd been through, hik hik. Politics assignment, guess who's done? Due today. I'll submit it on the lecture class and do the revision at the uni lab. I've sent it to my another e-mail and I hope it's right there. If not, I'll be the stupidest girl ever (what the? Random). I'm not going to the lecture class till 3.30 cos I need to go picking someone up. I need taxi. Taxi, yoo hoo. Allright. Go to the lecture class, take the attendance, submit the assignment, *clap!* 3PM sharp I'll go by taxi from uni and please... I need to feel his warm.

Cool-ie. I'm going to take a shower now. Aw, I love the smell of a detergen man it's really sweet. I didn't use the dryer last time I washed all my clothes cos it was yuck. I don't like the smell, it's like rubbish. Depends on what you consider the rubbish, ok? Haha. I mean like, my room's rubbish bin. Yes, somewhat like that. Wish me luck for today and have a fun and safe flight, pumpkin!

Currently listening to: Winds blowing.
Mood: I can't tell XD

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Boredom syndrome part I

2009-03-28T02:12:00.003+09:00

Hi.

I've been staying right here all the night after enjoying the new-released movie called Mall Cop. It was a quite funny movie but more to drama, fall in love kind of thing, pretty much boring but at least I enjoyed it. I don't know why I'm typing this blog right now, it's just random but seriously I'm bored. Since last week, I find myself bored when the clock turns to 10. I live here for 3 years just to connect to the internet and do nothing except blogging and chatting? Long live Perth, the opposition -- yeah, definitely. Even I know it has no different back in your country but still, at least you got lots of things you can do in there like going to a cafe with your friends or even family by your car? They will still let you in till the sun goes out. Here, if you starts pulling up your curtain in the middle of the night, you'll find a striptease dancers right there, getting money and have a one night stand with some old strangers. Yes, I'm supposed to have a skype tonight but he's not at home yet. I'll probably just wait, way better. Grab some chilli to get my eyes open, might help, perhaps?

Oh and, I'll go to see a music festival with my friend tomorrow. I should watch it but not sure yet cos I got heaps of assignments hand in before next Friday. Haven't started even for a bullshit things in it but I promise I'll do it on Sunday, hehe.

Ok then. Out of topic I guess. Nite. Hope you guys well.
*yawningggggg*

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Fuck Australians, allright?

2009-03-27T12:40:00.002+09:00

Hi.

I think the title can describe everything. Fuck Australians :)
Enjoy your friday night! Don't hang out with Australians ok?

x

2009-03-26T11:58:00.005+09:00

Hi.

Why the hell I can't open Facebook? This is weird cos I can't access other websites but Facebook is kind of blocked or something. I'm bored man. I just wanna see whether I got a new wall from "my friend", haha. How funny remembering that silly debate. It's still 12.01 PM in Perth, Daylight Saving will be ended on March 29, 2009 starts from 2AM in the morning. My boyfriend is on his way back home, I suppose. He just got his Australian Visa after waiting for so long -- 10 days. It's awesome, I can't wait like oh my God. Can you imagine? After a month you're having this long-distance relationship then you will never connect your internet to sign in your skype coz he's definitely here, with you. I've been whining for your presence here. Geez! It's hot outside. Wondering if I should go out to accompany my friend getting a rice cooker, are you kidding me? I'd rather stay at home doing my assignment in front of the air conditioner.

I just downloaded a new web browser called Flock. I don't know if you guys have noticed it before or even you own it already, but this web browser is really cool. Check out www.flock.com and play with your cool new web browser. It's really easy to access using here coz they got groups already. Even thou I'm not quite sure if I can get used to it really fast, but it's a must to download it. I'm addicted with Google Chrome, but then I bet this one is cooler. Allright.

What about Earth Hour - Australia 2009? I have no plan yet but I guess I'm going to the WAAPA Park in city, not sure what time but it would be fascinating if it's held at 8.30PM coz that's when Earth hour starts. Personally speaking about Earth hour, I don't know why teenagers love to show off their attention for Earth hour? I mean, like, I know I was one of them coz I put a link to my Facebook about Earth hour, but it's just because I wanted them to be a volunteer and participate to save the earth. Now on, they're like, weirrrrrdoh! Feels like they're the one who knows everything about Earth hour, the fact, not at all. For me, I'm just saying man no need to complain.

Tadaaaaaah! You know what I mean right? Okay, so that pic represent 1,000 of my friends on my Facebook, allright? Seriously, you'll be one of the happiest person if you think "yes exactly, they're all my friends. No random people. *grin*" but the truth is NOT. 50% of them are randoms so I've deleted them all and it's now 500ish, cool. I love deleting random people haha. Who the hell is Malahati Shatadini? Who the hell is Ambarina Enka Putri? I don't know her and they're on the list of deleted random friends. I'm too cool, to know you, ROFLOLMAO. I'm just kidding allright? I love you fags.

Now I'm at my housemate room, I prolly will go to city in the next 2 hour and having my lunch at Indonesia Indah. Where is my wallet? I haven't washed my clothes, gah. So lazy to wash it lah. Okay. I'm tired and dizzy, somehow. I miss my boyfriend, my mom, my dad, my sister, my friends, my dog, my car, my room, my bed, so on so forth.

Currently listening to: Renda's voice.
Mood: Sick. What's goin on here? :D

2009-03-25T23:22:00.002+09:00

Hi..

Do you find yourself bored in History Class? I do. Why? Coz at first, I thought it could be a very cool and interesting unit for my first semester, apparently it's not. I don't know why but I just hate it. I actually understand about the overall history, but the teacher give us too many theories which will affect us a boredom syndrome.

I'm bored now. Where's my boyfriend? Why are you so busy? Ah shit I was supposed to do my assignment. What a life. Let's sleep.

Currently listening to: A Rocket to the Moon - Not A Second to Waste

Mood: Sick.

2009-03-24T00:27:00.002+09:00

Hi.

Week 5 is coming and my assignments are all due next week. Media in Asia presentation is almost done and it's freaking me out. The good thing about it is, we don't need to remember all the things that we put on the slide. So we got everything written on our paper instead of using a palm card :] However, 2 down for Politics due next week and it was not "really" my own work, my bf and my mom helped me to do it so yeh.. I hope the last 2 articles can be done before friday! 2 more assignments for Media in Asia, are: Blog due && fuckin media project. I know what I'm going to do with the media project but I don't know exactly how to put the words into a good sentence and paragraph. I hope everything's good, will finish next week, have fun for a while and wait for my hubby to come here, right? *grin*

I had a quite hot conversation in one of the groups on Facebook tonight. Me, personally, think that Indonesian people don't think logically when they argue with someone, like me. I don't know why I'd rather speak in a selfish way rather than in a logical way. Sometimes it might be good when you think every words you say will shut your opponent. Unfortunately, I love it when people think logically, combine with their political background and stuff. I know some countries have their laws for freedom of speech, right? In this "hot" conversation, this person (called him X) replied mine, and talked bullshits. The reason why I put my words to THAT wall was because I wanted to see their reaction and when I realised that their reaction was not in a good way to say, then I started to smack em back. X thought when he told me I was stupid, I would cry or leave the group so he might conclude that he won the debate, but the truth is not. Why? Talking in a selfish way, he was Chinese. Let's be an open-minded person ok? There's only one thing I can say about Chinese people in the world, I know it's just some of it but mostly... They think they're the most smartest people in the universe. Repeat. MOST SMARTEST! You can tell, baby.. I can tell too. I can tell the differenciate between the educated Chinese and the fuckin stupid and retarded Chinese :] Eitetetetetetettt... freedom of speech, everyone. Thanks. And this X was the fuckin stupid and retarded one coz he repeated the words over and over again which I can read it once. It wasn't a smart debate man. And this girl called Y was just only laughing. I can tell, she got nothing to say but hands off.

Things to say: Don't say any fuckin words if you don't get the definition of debate. You're fuckin ugly when you smile. Think Chinese, think. We don't need any calculation, we're not studying Accounting now for Christ's sake. Eietetetetetetettt... I know, I'm racist, in a selfish way, shut the fuck up :]

The fact: Australians hate Asians, right? Coz it's fuckin easy to be a citizen in Australia for Asians at least you work for a company here. Find a deeper information, Australians hate Chinese. Get the fuck here now. You probably will fuckin die counting those Chinese in here, son. Chinese restaurants. Chinese markets. Made in ~~Australia~~ China stuff. University for ~~overseas~~ Chinese students. Whatever. Now you fuckin get it, right? Ta!

PS: Don't kill me x

2009-03-21T12:21:00.003+09:00

Hi. (Random picture. It's Tia-Ayrton Hill, anyway. From Canada's Next Top Model)

You know life is not that easy these days, more specific, being 18 is not easy and has no different with 17 year-old. Being mature is not only increasing your mature level and your behaviour, I mean, appreciate people and be much more humble and don't be selfish even for a while to whom you adore. When it comes to relationship, it's somewhat hard to keep it up -- any longer. Let's bold the word serious, allright? To be honest, I'm not really good at choosing romantic words, "flirt" with them, etcetera. I'm being me, the 18 year-old girl with a very, very, very, giggity giggity goo, selfish attitude, and definitely moody. Don't ask me why but the thing is, when I get bored, or when I need attention, I tend to nag rather than saying I love you that much. Call me a dork, but that's the truth. In emo word, it can be like I feel like I live in a desolate area, I'm desperate. Help me! or I'm just exaggerating the words? I'm just saying..

To speak in derogatory terms of myself, I'm a very random person. I'm racist and I don't talk to strangers or even my friends when I think my iPod and my lappie are the bomb, in politic world, it's anti-social, stupid. Despite of being anti-social, I love my best friend so much! He's amazing. He's flawless. He can do whatever he wants just to make me smile again -- as it's kind of hard to see a curve up in my smile like this :) when I'm not in the mood. He's my oxygen and I can't live without it and I want him forever. He lives in a sky with thousands of diamonds. Sounds like I'm drunk but whatever I'm talking the truth. Am I overreacting? Or I just overabundance everything that's in my mind?

Last conversation was not cool at all. I was half dead and ready to sleep but then the fact said I miss him as fuck I wanted to talk with him even for a sec. I didn't know what happened with me but I'm pretty sure today's gonna be allright. I love you. By the way, has anyone seen my psp? I lost it. I only got like 3 games in it and it's all boring seriously. Almost done it but I finally found it quite boring. Jackass, finished. Harvest Moon, Jesus Christ I was about to marry Cliff but the thing is... it's really hard as I didn't have much time to visit him at the winery and cook him something so I bet it takes forever to get the blue feather, right? MVP Baseball, that's still the bomb but I don't feel like playing that game anymore. My friend got 6 games on her memory card and I envy her coz she has this 4GIGS memory card instead of 2GIGS, okay, that's the standard one.

Enough said. I need to finish all my assignments by today. Prolly will do the Politics first, I hate Media in Asia but I hate this Politics assignment too. Wish me luck and hope you guys well, ok? Don't dink and drance in the middle of the night or I'll tell your parents. Giggity giggity goo, POOF!

2009-03-17T20:04:00.004+09:00

Hi.

I wonder what has been happening with my throat since 2 days ago? I went to the Doctor and paid for $70 for my very first medication day. It's because I didn't show my healthcare card since it's still in ordering process. I need to prove it to Student Central to get my money back but what can be worse? My medical receipt is on Ines's laptop case. I have a very stressful day and it's quite hard to manage my time to get that medical receipt back but the thing is, I'll get it as soon as I got my healthcare card. Conclusion, I'm having a fever and a serious problem with my throat. It's a puffy.

I just finished my class at 5.30 and it's apparently cold. However, it's my presentation turn next week about Terrorism in Bali, which will be 4 of us. It's supposed to be 2 of us but then other groups have 2 people in it, we better join. The meeting will be held tomorrow at 12.30 sharp. One of them is pretty snobby but oh well, it's for presentation's sake I should give em words. In case you guys didn't know, my english sucks. Terrible. Lousy grammar. Rusty. What can I say? Wish me luck.

You get what I mean, right? This is my tattoo design I got from Deviantart. Both of those, I want to put on the back of my ankle, portrait of course, pretty much, exactly like that. Black and white. On the right side. Frequently Asked Question(s):

Why you choose 'Bat' as your tattoo?
Bat can be meant as goddess. Bat was the deification of the cosmos and the Milky Way within Egyptian mythology during the pre-dynastic and Old Kingdom periods of Ancient Egyptian history. She was a cow goddess and was always depicted as having a human head with cow ears and horns. The Milky Way was considered to be a pool of cow's milk made by Bat. Pretty much like it. That's just COOL :]
Is it allowed for a Moslem to have a tattoo(s)?
No. To tell you the truth, I'm not a fanatic moslem, I don't pray 5 times a day. No offence for moslem(s). It depends on the person, right? Don't judge me for having a tattoo. It's me who'll take the risk.
So what's your purpose for having a tattoo? To show the world that you're a cool person?
No. I just like it. I saw Farris Rotter with his Bat tattoo, it's awesome. I don't want to show off. Well, that's for me. This is still a plan, thou. I need to ask my mom's permission for this, ok?
Good luck!
Thank you. (?)

Speaking of thank you (I know that's random) but I went to McDonalds a few hours ago with my house-mates and he, one of them, ordered a huge paper bag of things from McD. It was $7,85. Apparently, the cashier was a trainer. He's an Indian and pretty much like homoxx. And funny thing happened. After my friend ordered the foods, the cashier should let the customer pay first and they do the order, the fact was, no he wasn't. Then my friend ordered another Apple Pie which was only $1. Then my friend didn't have any cash, so he paid using eftpos. After the Indian gave him the paper bag, he took the eftpos and paid only THAT ONE DOLLAR. The Indian forgot to charge another $7,85. I was like "TELL HIM, FAGGOT!". He's an evil and he paid $1 only using his eftpos. Ok. Now we, don't wanna know any further story about this Indian trainer. I bet I won't see him after he's done with his training session.

It's cold out here. I'm going inside. Sleep. Ready for our meeting tomorrow. Oh, I miss my bf and I can't wait him to be here soon. I've planned everything for him :] God, let it be. Hope you guys well. Poof.

Currently listening to: Miley Cyrus - The Climb

Mood: Shivering (??) && Deosick.

2009-03-14T15:58:00.002+09:00

Hi.

Celebrating Friday the 13th yesterday, it was so much fun. Uni time in the morning--it was apparently cold and I wore a shirt. I went to City and had my dinner-lunch with my friend. Chilling out in City Park and ended up with Confessions of a shopaholic in Innaloo :] Supposed to watch Friday the 13th as it was a premiere. I didn't know that and the price was quite awful since we're a stupid student with no money and no car for hanging out in the night like that. I finished watching at 11ish, and I called the taxi to pick me up. Even for the 3rd time we called, the taxi hadn't come yet. I immediately walked to the corner of the cinema building and the taxi came. She was Vienna who give a call, anyways. At home, I didn't know what to do then Facebook as usual. The newest layout was released. Gah! I hate that. Like, I can see everyone's wall-to-wall and I don't even care what are they talking about. It came up on my homepage notification. Before-sleep-conversation with my bf was fun yet he was tired so yeah. Boeyah!

Received a sms from Laurent-Hill last night:

Laurrie Mar 14, 2009 2:26:37 AM

Poogie, I heard ur lukin for a jam session rite? Jz come to jazz wshop next wed at WAAPA, k? I'll let u be ma vocz. Gimme a call:) anws, fredy'll come n kill yo 2nite lols.

Speaking of jam session, I know I heard a workshop at WAAPA next Wed, and it's gonna be all multi-talented students give us a performance. Which me, NOT. She wants me to be her vocalist which is yeah pretty much cool yet terrifying. Are you bloody serious? I can't sing. Well, I do shower-sing but still, you know how to differenciate that, don't you? I feel it in my fingers, I feel it in my toes. No, random. I know.

Presentations are coming! Next week will be my Popular Music and Culture presentation, haven't touched it yet and I don't know my group's number yay. The week after next week will be my Media in Asia presentation and still haven't touched it yet, yay :'] Tough. I know I know. Gah. Manage your time. Breathe in, breathe out. Eh, wait. I saw someone holding a dog out there but apparently it's a paper bag. Looked like a bulldog, I'm serious. Sunny sunny sunny sunny. I hate sun, I love winter. Wind blows, their rhytms, smooth. What? Random, again.

By the way. Time to clean up my crib, baby. Hope you guys well :]

2009-03-11T22:05:00.002+09:00

Dear backstabbers,

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. Seriously, I've been very patient and tough with all your behaviour. If you want to call my mom then call her. There are pretty much things I should tell your mom and your boyfriend, thou. Son, seriously, pernah ga sih gue protes sama apa yang lo jalanin selama gue disini? Hah? Gue nanya di depan muka lo sekarang, pernah ga? Nyet, nyadar diri dong. Muke lo ga cocok cari masalah sama gue. Gue bawa deodoran, kalo lo bawa pentungan doang gue bisa bawain lo deodoran sama celana dalem ke muka lo. Dari awal tadi gue di McDonalds, lo ngejayus ngerasa ga sih? Dan itu ga lucu sama sekali. Kenapa? Karena gue ga ngerasa lo ada di situ. Ini gue masih sabar. Liat ntar ya.... I'll give you one more chance :]

I WILL TOTALLY GO TO YOUR ROOM AND THROW YOU TO HELL. OH NO, I WILL SPIT AT YOUR FACE. Do you want to lick my ass?

2009-03-09T23:04:00.006+09:00

Hi. What? Oh him. HELLNO! Go get your own. D'oh.

"Man is by nature a political animal."

-Aristotle

I know you don't know that I've been studying Politics which is awesome =] Politics is exciting because people disagree. They disagree about how they should live. Who should get what? How should power and other resources be distributed? Should society be based on cooperation or conflict? They also disagree about how such matters should be resolved. How should collective decisions be made? Who should have a say? How much influence should each person have? For Aristotle, this made politics the 'master science' -- nothing less than the activity through which human beings attempt to improve their lives and create the Good Society. Then, politics is, a social activity. As simple as that. It's always a dialogue, never a monologue. However, the disagreement that lies at the heart of politics also extends to the nature of the subject and how it should be studied. People disagree about both what it's that makes social interaction 'political', and how political activity can best be analysed and explained.

Wow, it's a quite long definition. I know, right? Haha. Well, again, politics is thus inextricably linked to the phenomena of conflict and cooperation. One the one hand, the existence of rival opinions, different wants, competing needs and opposing interets guarantees disagreement about the rules under which people live. Etc etc. I'm not your teacher, son. Oh well. It's really nice to know that actually my lecturer recognised me as a Communist. Still, I need to know more about that. I'll give you a simple question, then:

I put Communist on your left and Fascism on your right, and I prefer, Socialism in the middle but more to the left, Liberalism in the middle, and Conservatism more to the right. Which political side will you put yourself, then?

Think about that for a while. If you think Gay Marriage is legal, then you're part of Liberalism, right? Some people might think of Education and Welfare, then you are a Conservative. Nevertheless, generation Xs are more to cooperate than compete right? To conclude that, then they are the community of Socialism. Death penalty is for Communist, they are more to private ownership.

I'm sleepy. I miss my bf, I want him to be here. OH and, it's really hard to go to Aussie, you know? Too much rules. The fuck. What, you think terrorist(s) will come to destroy this country? They'll see your face to be destroyed, son. Too soon. I need him here. Okay. Shut it or I'll kill you. Good night.

2009-03-03T18:52:00.003+09:00

Hi.

I just got home from school after attending one of my classes on Tuesday. The class began at 2.30 and we went to the lecture class. An hour later, we walked to our first tutor class and I saw this guy sitting behind me. I was asking myself because he looked like one of the vampires from Twilight. He was so white, his face was pale, his hair was blonde but more like broken white? Skinny and he got a scary smile. I was like, is this a new kind of "follower" or what? If it's Emo, I wouldn't turn around and see it like this close, but this guy.. My friend asked me if he got an addiction for Twilight Movie. However, as Twilight has a good name for each character, when my lecturer took the attendance, I heard "Ricky!" and he put his hand up. Okay, now it's weird. For me. Again, his voice was more like homo.

Heard Rihanna and Chris Brown tragedy -- I'm still curious about that. I saw Nigahiga on Youtube showing how Rihanna got beaten up by Chris Brown. It's quite funny, thou. Then, I searched for further information about Rihanna's face after that. All the scars on her face was scary. More like a mafia trying to kill her.

I got my debit mastercard to purchase anything via online and I immediately buy credit skype. It was only $16AUD but when I tried to call Deo, it was delay. I know it's terrible but at least call drop is no longer exist. Still, I will use that in case I didn't have enough credit on my mobile. Apparently, I should put my signature on the card and I was thinking of changing my signature before everyone notice it's a stupid signature. Seriously, it's a quite long sign but I'm pretty sure they can understand every word of it.

I need to do my reading homework, otherwise I'll be the stupidest student ever. Speaking of University, the language is quite hard to understand especially for the Politics class. The vocabs are hell. I need my manual dictionary since the electronic one's broken and it's not that accurate. It's hard for me to understand the content of each chapter, then you should do your own summary. Diploma course is way better.

And I ruined everything. I think my roommate is mad at me right now. I know I know. I just didn't know it came up like this. She started typing on her laptop's keyboard like a mad dinnosaurus. I knew she's telling me that she's mad. I made her day. Nice! Seriously. I know this is a quite big mistake but please don't make this even bigger. I'm just trying to help her, to fix all the problems. She doesn't even want to talk to me. That's why I hate those owe-ing thing. Fuck those. I know Netbank helps, and I know people make mistakes. Can you stop it? I know it's my fault but can you help me too? My Lord.... What a life?

Hope you guys well. Enjoy your day!

2009-02-28T23:06:00.004+09:00

Hi there.

I'm alive again.

So, apparently my friend (called her Z) from Media in Asia class has dropped herself not to attend in that class anymore, we, me and my other friend, decided to do the presentation together. Z wrote a wall for me last night saying that she's dropped her class and I was gasping for 5 minutes. Week 2 is coming on Monday and I've got to attend my Foundation of Politics and Government class as I skipped it last week. I haven't got the unit outline yet, but all I'm scared of is the assessment, son. Unfortunately, all my classes need to do research essays which is "okay I'll do it!" and it has more than 3,000 words each. I'm now studying for the Media in Asia, the teacher gave us a reading homework which we should discuss next Tuesday. It's about how Singapore had improved their country, especially the population. It can be more like retraining the logic of Capitalism. Oh well.

Heard Coldplay is playing tonight in Perth, I didn't watch it. My friend gave me a call in the morning asking me to come to her house and watch Coldplay together and I woke up at 1. She was waiting in the city but it was so unfortunate, the fact that I was actually at IKEA. The Fray is coming in the mid of March. Their posters are everywhere in town and I'm not going, yet, Soundwave will be held on March 2, 2009. The price is $130 and it's still sold in many music stores. I'm planning to go. One of my friends from Malaysia has cancelled her journey to Perth and she bought the ticket already, hasn't she? I've made my own list. Lamb of God will be the bomb. Oh well.

I know Sydney is awesome. Speaking of Sydney, I'm broke, in case you didn't know. I've spent more than a thousand just to buy the flight for my trip to Sydney. It was my friend who wanted to go there exictedly. They owe me. I got $800 left, until March 22nd. Thank you. Just so you know, my trip will be on December and my friend was like "We should get the ticket now. The price can increase anytime, be careful. If tomorrow is much more expensive. How lucky are we, right?", and I gave her this sad face as they owe me. The fact is, this is still our first week of Uni, and they were thinking of another journey. What a challenge. Oh well.

I want him to be here. I've been hoping for that. I know this year will be the best Graduation Day ever. Oh wow.

I guess I'm done. If you think I'm sexy, call me. Just joking. Okay, I'll see you guys very soon and I hope you guys well. Don't drink too much. I know it's Saturday but the Doll House is so crowded. I can see it from my room. All the dancers are nude, those precious long-but-small-paper are everywhere on stage to get the highest price for one night stand. Please, son, appreciate me. I'm playing Neighbour From Hell while working on my homework. So, call me. No I'm joking seriously. Oh well.

*grin*

2009-02-25T22:43:00.000+09:00

Boring.

Thank you.

2009-02-23T23:10:00.002+09:00

Hi.

Uni life starts today. My classes are all good as far as I'm concerned. I'm taking Popular and Music Culture, Media in Asia, Foundations of Politics and Government, and Slavery and Liberty in the Atlantic World. Sounds cool, ha? But the worst subject is apparently the coolest subject which is Popular and Music as it has 3 major assignments (read: essay[s]) and it's worth 40% for 2 assignments and 30% for the final project. I'm dying for real. Today, I tried my first drop-unit class which was History Through Film, it was actually interesting but as I came late and I didn't really know what was the story about, I skipped the tutorial class and went to city doing my other priority(es). The movie was all about blood I was like OKAY!

Hitler is the bomb. I love him. I watched his documentary film(s) and it was like "I wish I could be there to kill him!". I was thinking of buying his book at the Uni Bookshop. However, heaven wasn't that good. The price was a disaster. I chose not to buy that one but I'll spend more money cos I promise I'll get that book as soon as possible.

Kus gave me a total freak game called totebo and you should try it. It was non-sense but it's okay. I got the highest score of 7977 metres and the background was the monkey village. LOLs. I'm making a baby. Random. I'm sleepy but trying to wait for Deo. Tomorrow's class will be at 2.30 so it'll be okay to sleep late. Unfortunately, I'll stay at home alone from 8.30 - 2.00 cos all my room-mate(s) are going to have their classes at that time. I'll be the queen of the castle! Jigga.

Nite. Ciao!

Currently listening to: Miley Cyrus - Fly On The Wall

Mood: Aww!

2009-02-20T11:44:00.005+09:00

"Before someone's tomorrow has been taken away, cherish those you love, appreciate them today."

"I would rather be able to appreciate things I cannot have than to have things I am not able to appreciate."

"Life holds so many simple blessings, each day bringing its own individual wonder."

"Ungrateful people breed negativity. No one gets any pleasure from giving to an ungrateful person. When you show appreciation, the object of your attention blossoms and flourishes."

"Never take anything for granted."

"No duty is more urgent than that of returning thanks."

"Life is tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing."

"If you don't like yourself, you can't like other people."

"In your eyes I'm a queen,

you see potential in all my flaws.

I don't know why you love me,

and that's why I love you.

You catch me when I fall,

accept me flaws and all."

Beyonce - Flaws and All

teehee. for zi :)

2009-02-19T00:54:00.007+09:00

Hi. As requested by Zi, I would love to share my Singapore Valentine Weekend from the 13th to 15th of February, 2009. I took a heap of pictures but as you know from the very beginning (?) that this is a blog, not Facebook and stuff, I will not put all of them. Sorry Zi :b I'll put some and I'll describe the rest. Fair enough. Scroll to my first picture below. Taa daa!

Here it is. It's me and Deo, my I-can't-even-describe-by-words how incredible he is. He's such a penguin. He accompanied me from here to here all day long. He was always there for me in Singapore, even to go to toilet. I took the picture from my mom's friend condominium in Killiney Road below Orchard. The condo was so comfy except for the bed -- we shared 2 single beds for 5 people, son. No blanket, no guling (what's guling in English? Bolster? Oh crap!) Anyway, it was very cold too. My sister put the air conditioner to 16 degree celcius and that thing was in front of me. Not really in front of me it's above me. You know, the wall. Whatever. Back to the picture. So it was actually our last day in Spore. I tried not to cry and yeah. Just for your information, I envy Deo's shirt. It says "Moms love me", haha so cute. He bought it in some mall in Orchard. It's called Chineleisure if I'm not mistaken. It was near Singapore Visitor Centre next to Paragon and Takashimaya (I went there, tee hee!) Singapore Visitor Centre was heaven. The weather was so hot like Perth and Jakarta. I was sweating and I went there. That was where I got a free internet access for 15 minutes. Again, Deo helped me out to reply Zi's email even though it was so last minute but that's okay. We did it. Enough description. Oh, I love him so much. Dare to text him, call him, touch his hair, then get him as yours, may God send you to hell. Thank you.

Our next picture is me and Deo again, in front of Vivo City before going to Sentosa Island with our family. It was boring waiting for my mom and dad. They got lost for almost 20 minutes. We (me, cousins, Deo) didn't notice the fountain before because it didn't come out. Then it was like a blast, so cute and we went out to take pictures. It was raining but it's okay. I loved it anyway. The queue for Sentosa Island was like poor people busy waiting for their turn to take their "donation" from a government. Astrid took this pic. I cropped it as the size was quite big and not enough for blog-photo so whatever. Sentosa Island was fawesome. And scroll your mouse, son.

This is us, from left: Deo - me - Astrid. We are at the Tiger Sky Tower seeing Singapore from the sky :) It was awesome. Actually my little sister was there as well but she's quite afraid of high so she didn't wanna join with us. She was stuck sitting beside Astrid, cowered. The expression of Deo was annoying. He ruined our picture, haha. Me too. Astrid was okay. She's quite photogenic. Before Tiger Sky Tower, we went to Skyride and Luge. Our first challenge in Beach Station. We sat on a flying thing and moved to higher place to ride the motorcycle. It was funny. Me and Deo were racing and I saw Astrid stuck behind a tree and tried to move the motorcycle to race again. The winner was unfortunately Deo -_- Me second and Astrid third. Our picture was A CRAP! I didn't print that out. Since it costs me SGD$20, my face looked like a fish.

We had so much fun. Then we moved to The Merlion. It was quite far. We took the bus from Beach Station to Imbiah Station (Deo just told me to change this -_-). Mom and dad were having their lunch at Coffee Bean. We went down to the Merlion. We ate at Delifrance. I was drooling for Lasagna but we should wait for 20 minutes so Deo said no. I ate Conello instead. It was tiring yet so fun. I'm sorry I don't have any pic of The Merlion. Actually yes but you know I'm so lazy to download it from Facebook *grin*

Paparappaaaa! "Our family". 10 years from now, as we grow older and all, this will come true :) But of course our kids will be much prettier and handsome than him :b Speaking of him, his name is Erga. He is my mom's friend only child, he is 3 years and 9 months if I'm not mistaken. He's so cute! He played my PSP and when Deo took out his PSP, he immediately run to Deo and play Pepsiman. A little bit annoying as a kid but that's what makes him amazing. Cute ha? So, that pic was taken by Astrid at a small restaurant near Orchard Rd. I ate Nasi lemak which was quite good. It was not a chicken, it was a fish but still I liked it, thou. The picture was our first day in Singapore. I was supposed to get a rest for a while since I didn't get enough sleep a night before our flight at 8am. But I love Deo, I'd do anything to meet him soon and make him mine forever, son.

Deo - Me - Astrid - Thalia. Taken by my dad, thank you. This place was so cute. It was inside the National Museum. This place is called Rumah Wayang if I'm not mistaken. So we took a breathe for half an hour at that Yellow Circle thing listening to old songs there as you can see in the middle of us. We looked around the museum studying about Singapore's history. It was awesome. I didn't know the story was like that. It makes me wanna learn more about history through film. It has no connection with what I've seen before but I'm more than creative to stick em together. We were not supposed to take pictures in the museum since the rules says it's forbidden but Indonesian thinks rules are made to be...? You think.

So, there you go! More pics are on Facebook. Click on my Facebook (scroll down your mouse, son) and check it out by yourself :) I'm sorry I have no time to upload all the pics to this blog but this is all I got, tee hee.

Oh anyway, my valentine day was awesome. Friggin bloody awesome. I was like speechless. I love him more than anything. He accept me flaws and all. That's why I love you. Thank you for the Brinte. I love him but I love you more. Nyeheeee :D

Enough story to tell. Zi, you should give me a kiss :"> I promise you I'll go to Spore again, son. Take care, love. Much kisses and hugs from me.

Currently listening to: Self Control - An Open Door

Mood: Brinte-ing. In the mood for skyping

2009-02-16T23:28:00.003+09:00

Hi. I am in Jakarta again right now. Enough said. Yes, I've read Zi's blog just now and I'm more than sad I couldn't meet her up. Last day in Spore, I woke up at 7.30 and we (me and Deo) had a very sweet breakfast. I had been trying to find any free internet spot but I couldn't get it until it was almost 4 PM, I went to Singapore Visitor Centre and I saw someone using the computer in the corner. I asked Deo what was that and he told me it was a free internet spot. I immediately ran through the spot and checked my email. I had a bad feeling about Zi, and it was right. I received a mail from Zi a night before Singapore and I got it a few hours before departing to Jakarta, nice. It's really bad reading her blog as she said "I was actually going to tear up", I was like wow.. I felt really, really, really bad as in OMG. Seriously, I promise I'll see you again very soon. Either you to Jakarta or me to Singapore again. It was so cute to hear her voice on the phone, so fun talking with her even only for a few mins. I wanted to go out again but unfortunately I'm afraid I'd lost since Changi Airport was like a castle and I was already in the boarding hall. Thank you, Zi, for driving to Changi just to meet me, have some coffees and cam-whore :) Thank you to Zi's boyfriend too. Nice to meet you, pal! Wondering what did you wear to Changi as you were nervous yet sex-cited, Zi? Ha ha ha. I'm just kidding sweetie. I love you anyway! Hope you two are well :)

We are so gonna meet soon, baby!

Much love,

Nadya and Bf ♥♥

PS: Singapore pics soon, son!

2009-02-12T00:03:00.010+09:00

Hi. It's 2 days left to the day. I've sent an email to my girl named Zi to be my guide once I'm in Spore. I want to go to cheap restaurants, fun place(s) to go and else. I can't wait! I will stay at my mom's friend, quite close to Orchard Rd. It has a quite big room with one bed, so 5 of us will sleep on the same bed. I hope the house got an Air Conditioner *grin* I will take Garuda as my flight to go there and it takes only 2 hours to be at Changi Airport. The-must-thing I should bring is my Playstation Portable with Harvest Moon in it and my Ipod, both of them are things I can't live without. At Changi Airport, I will meet someone whom I really adore, the only one in my life, his smile could kill you, so be careful. I will be there for 3 days, so I'm out.

Today, I checked the email and I received a short email from my University giving me the Letter Of Offer, finally. I immediately went to my agent in the North and I asked her everything. I should pay the fees for $8,000 and I wasn't able to pay that much using the NetBank as my limit was only $1,000. I asked her so many questions and finally we did it. She printed out the Letter Of Offer then called my mom to transfer the money using her bank in Indonesia, even though she has sent me a huge amount of money which fit enough for me for 5 months and will more than enough to be a guide for my hubby for (I hope so) 2 months in Perth. All I need to do is wait until my mom paid the fees and the officer girl will send me an account to activate it and enroll using online system.

Speaking of enrollment, I should take at least 4 units for my university major this semester. The units are limited, I've decided which are the units I will take and I need to get at least one or two elective units regarding to hard core units at a time. It causes me a confusion as I do not know which elective unit I should/can take for this semester. I was planning to take Hitler & Stain and World of Languages but I'm afraid I should take the train to Joondalup which will take more than 20 minutes from my apartment. Both of the units are really interesting to me approving the fact that I love learning about "Story in the Past" and a little bit language :) But still, I'm not sure if that units are available this semester. I hope so, wish me luck. I'll enroll as soon as I get the receipt for this semester fees.

Heard Rihanna's tragedy with Chris Brown yesterday, I would like to say sorry for those guys who already bought Rihanna's-a-million concert ticket this 12th of February. She was abused by her fiancee which was quite stupid. I'm not a big fan of her so I didn't buy Rihanna's ticket but I wanted to because I actually know most all of her songs and my favourite is "Unfaithful", just to show off. She never been to Australia, I will be waiting for her in..... Perth -sigh.

I'm out for skyping. Ciao!

2009-02-07T13:10:00.003+09:00

1. Braces: It's a total painful. I've been wearing this braces for 3 days and it hurts so much. I wanted to wear this kind of thing because I thought I looked like Goofy. I wore it once in the past 2 years, I swear to God it wasn't that bad. In the first night of using the braces, I had a very fast webcam(ed) with my future and he said I looked like "Darla Sherman", the girl on Finding Nemo. I got this black and white colours for my braces cause me look like a zebra which is, not good. Oh my goodness, help me please.

2. Valentine: Hi, valentine day is coming on the 14th. Me and my family was planning to visit Singapore for 3 days from the 13th to 15th. It's a brilliant idea since I'll celebrate my valentine (for the first time, unfortunately) with my future, in Singapore, getting a cheap chocolate and ice cream from the ice cream and chocolate shops. I beg mom so much for this *grin*

3. School: I haven't got the letter of offer yet, I got the results already :) The thing is.. how can I get into Uni if I haven't received all the things I need to get? My mom said I should take care of it, if not, causing me not to go to Singapore. I will have my boring holiday for a month, filled with a pain of my teeth and I'm broke.

4. I miss you: It seems like I can't breathe for not having you around with me. You are forever.

5. Here it is: As usual. Boring day, boring Saturday :)

Currently listening to: Pet Society soundtrack (d'oh)

Mood: Painful, I told you

2009-02-04T20:37:00.003+09:00

God is fair.. -cry

1. I did not watch Bullet For My Valentine this night.

2. I could not access my portal to see my result, have not returned the library book yet.

3. My mom called me to make me down even more, muthreeee!

4. Then now my dad was yelling at me and saying I am stupid without any reason why o.O

5. I love this holiday.. -crymore

2009-02-03T00:51:00.003+09:00

Fuck. You son of a bitch. I am tired. I need my holiday not YOUR holiday. I know you are busy, I know you have no time but work and else. I TOLD YOU I NEED TO FIND A JOB! I know 18 is nothing and I know world is getting much weirder than before. AND I CANNOT GO ANYWHERE BECAUSE OF, THESE:

FUCK ROBBER. FUCK YOU HOMELESS PEOPLE. GET A LIFE!!! Seriously, think before you do anything. When you actually throw nails on the street, standing ovation. What you fuck people think is: the driver will get out and check what's happening with his car and that's when you steal everything, right? AND IT IS BECAUSE OF YOU, BECAUSE OF YOU FUCK HOMELESS PEOPLE, I CANNOT DRIVE, I CANNOT GO TOO FAR FROM HOME, I SHOULD GO WITH MY FRIENDS AND DO NOT LISTEN TO MY IPOD AND PLAY MY PSP WHILE I AM IN THE CAR. What you fuck people know is only think instantly and that is fuckin obvious you got THIS VERY SMALL BRAIN IN YOUR HEAD. Go fuck yourself in hell.
FUCK HER!!! Oh my God, I want to go to Singapore and you got this Try Out on monday which will be the day after Singapore. I HAVE TRIED TO TEACH YOU THIS AND THIS AND THIS so we can go to Singapore together and have fun. But all you said was that fuckin mumble which made me wanna slap your face. And MOM IS TIRED. Don't you understand that, sister?! I have no money. I cannot go to Singapore using my own money because she didn't allow me to have a job when I was 17 oh my God. You don't know them. They have nothing to do once we're there, but they have planned it a week before the day. BLACKBERRY HYPNOTIZE(S) PEOPLE. Screw them. We want to talk, have fun, whatever but no Blackberry, PLEASE?? (It's actually a different kind of story =D) Again.. You told mom like LAST MINUTE. Thankyou.
I am tired..

I'm sorry. Way too rude, I know. People kept asking me why why why why why oh why. Shut up! It's none of your business. I need my privacy. I know it's how you appreciate me, how to be a good friend, thankyou, but I don't need WHY.. another bullshit when you ask me why :) This is me, don't change me. Ciao.

Currently listening to: Stone Sour - Through Glass

Mood: You name it

2009-01-30T00:40:00.002+09:00

Hi bloggers, it's been ages since I blogged properly. I am in Jakarta for a month anyway, having my holiday with family and friends, sadly no boyfriend :( I miss him heaps.

Since I'm in Jakarta, I found a few things that are quite disturbing, annoying and totally useless. Once I arrived, I watched a television in my room and it automatically turned to this Indonesian Drama. The title should be sencored since I'm a nice person. So this drama was totally fucked up. It talked about this really poor little girl who lives as a maid with a very unbelieveable rich woman. This rich woman treats the poor little girl which DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. For God's sake, have you ever imagined the 'boss' asked her maid to tie her shoes, get the chilli using a toothpick, flush the crap in a toilet using a bucket and a bailer (if I'm not mistaken!), etc etc. Can you actually think?? Are you fuckin serious?? Is that an education TV Channel or just a stupid writer and director who actually goddamn creative and hypnotize all the people in the world to watch their 'awesome' drama? Hell yeah. When I watched it, I was like "What the fuck? Wait a sec, don't change the channel. I want to see what will happen after she did that..", and my sister was like "You will see the same thing every night, from 6pm - 10pm", and I was "FUCKIN DICK!! Can we just watch Powerpuff Girls?". Screw Indonesian Drama(s), they let underage people to watch their stupid drama(s) from 6pm to 10pm? Oh. My. Goodness. Be more creative, creative people. Your parents didn't teach you to do that right? Or all your drama(s) are based on your real life? :O You want your parents to watch that stupid drama and feel sorry for what they did to you? What.Everrrr.

And did you notice that actually once they got a very successful drama with 'Ganryu' for example, then the coming soon drama would be 'Emily', then comes out again with 'Hwoarang' and such. Oh please. Then they basically have the same idea with the same prologue and what's the antonym of that? Haha. That is more OH PLEASE.

Oh well, I think I'm sick. I need to get some sleep. I've been waiting for my boyfriend to come home. Here's a space for him beside me. I hope you guys have a good night. Bye xo

Currently ~~listening to~~ watching: Powerpuff Girls - Abbracadabra

Mood: Kishy kishy && Buzzy buzzy ♥

2009-01-24T14:04:00.004+09:00

Hi, I just finished taking a crap. Obviously, awesome since I haven't taken a crap for 3 days. I'm leaving again tomorrow, don't get bored. I know I often mention of leaving this 'awesome' town but anyway, you know my hometown is much better huh? Hold on a sec, I'm kinda out of topic so maybe we better flashback.

There was a time, when me and my friend were in a bus going to city. We shared and talked about other people in that same bus and laughed out lout. Then there was this Chinese guy suddenly looked at us like, obvious. I took off my earphone and said "What are you looking at, Chinese?" then my friend responded in Chinese language. Then that Chinese guy laughed then moved beside me. I was like "OKAY WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE??". That Chinese guy and my friend were talking in Chinese and both of them were really excited with what they're just talking. I was in the middle, sitting like... nothing to do. I took my iPod again then pretend that nothing happened at that time. 10 mins later, I took off my earphone again and my friend said "He's funny! *laughing*", and I nodded, doubt that. Then we talked again and laughed even harder than the first one with that Chinese guy. Then the driver shouted at us like this... "CAN YOU GUYS GET OUT FROM THIS BUS? NOW!!!". Me, my friend and that Chinese guy took our bag and immediately run through the door then tagged off. Lucky us it's near city so we walked and STILL, BABY, STILL, laughed so hard. Then the next day, I didn't go to Uni cos I got headache and influenza for 3 days. My throat was like hell, even it was fuckin hurt when you swallow your food T.T

And okay, I have no time left. I need to pack all my things and off to go tomorrow to meet my parents and all ♥

Currently listening to: Yui - Goodbye Days

Mood: I need your hug!!

THAT IS WHY THEY ARE PRECIOUS! ♥

2009-01-18T17:01:00.003+09:00

This is January 18th 2009. 18 years ago, I was born. And here are all my friends whom I adore, who remember my birthday.. today ♥

DIANDE TUNISSAR AZANO KARMAWAN ♥♥

"Happy birthday honey! Brb 5 detik. Back. Here's the cake and the candle. Make a wish, baru tiup ya. Aku sayang kamu selalu dan selamanya. Stay mine. You are amazing.

Finti, Jeshua, Fandy, Ines, Uyo & Mika ♥

[surprise] "Happy birthdayyyyyy!! Webcam Deo dong jadi biar kerasa Deonya ada disini. Cieeeeee asik deh ah romantis." [ceprot! dilempar kue ke muka gw]

Astrid Safiera Pradipta

[birthday card on facebook] :)

Rydo Malaysia

Ndut

Happy 18th b'day

Hope ur boredness will disappear

Haha

Syarifa Aya Savirra

Happy birthday, Nad!

Josephine Prihadi

Happy Birthday, dear Freak-o ^^ wishing you a blast bday and thousands prayers :) i heart you most, lil Sis! Be your best version,always =] *kisseshugs~

Kafka Apriandy

Nad... Selamat ulang tahun, saya ucapkan, dan semoga semua impianmu menjadi kenyataan... Be the best by doing your best... ;)

Priska Christina

Happy Happy Birthday my dearest best friend!!not much I can give you but our true friendship. Jangan bandel berlebihan ya disana. Hihii. Love love.

Amalia Mas'ad Suweileh

Naaad,happy bday hunnyyy =) love u,mwah!

Oky Adyaksa

Nadya! Selamat ulang tahun ya.. Makin dewasa,jd lbh baik.. Mudah2an taun ini smua keinginan tercapai. Amin.. Love you

Mom

Happy birthday baby...

Dapit Emo

Cie nadya vibestation ultah ni ye, moga tambah gaul, tambah gedhe dan tambah emo aje hahaha

Istina Dwi Prameswari

Nadyaa happy birthday! Yee eudh 18 taun bs kemana mana sekarang yaa hahaha :D maaf br kirim skrg,aku kesiangan,dsana udh siang kan ya? Hope you have a very blast birthday, wuv you!

Thalia Ayu Fadhila ♥

Happy Birthday my best sisteeeerr semoga panjang umur sehat selalu lulus tambah cantik nurut JANGAN GALAK hehe i loveeee yyouuu sooooooo mucccchhh sist emmuah

Dad [via phone]

"Anakku, met ulang taun ye lu. Mau ngapain aja rencananya? Asik minggu depan pulang. Nanti kamu ke city ga? Maksud babe kalo lo ke city gua nitip Iphone sama Blackberry Javelin itu.. Kabarin babe secepatnya ya. Baik baik kamu! Jangan kebanyakan ngerokok, permen nikotin aja kalo kamu mulai nagih lagi. Kita sayang kamu. Udah dulu ya, yok."

Aldy Shekoski

happy birthdaaaay yee

semoga cepet kurus

wkwkw

semoga jd anak yg berhasil....

berhasil dalam program dietnya

wakakaka

Cherika Novianti

Anyway, happy birthday, Nad!

Dnov Karmawan

met ultah. oke? [SUPER DATAR...]

Friends via Facebook ♥

Thank you so much for the birthday wishes. I really really really appreciate that :) Especially for Meisyani Paramitha, Renda Haniefa, Steven Sugiono, Astrid Haryanti, Jevon Davenport, Agra Cesarienne, Labschool Friends, Davita Ramli for the Chocolate Ecstacy, Narendra, Amanda Citra Ayu, Bianca Deesse, Tri Ayumi, Muhammad Fachruddin, Rieko Tsuji, Adinda Nityasari, etcetc. [other 68 notifications, LOL.]

And definitely.. GOD (???) Okay. For growing me up? Err, okay again. Oh well.

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. ZILLIONS OF THANK YOU FOR Y'ALL :)

May God bless you, bacons!

PS: SUSHI, AUSTRALIAN DOLLAR, AND ICE CREAM ARE ACCEPTED AS A GIFT ♥

2009-01-15T16:49:00.002+09:00

I'm a little bit bored with the layout I own now, the font is apparently too small. The thing is, I was about to get the basic layout from Blogspot but then I don't know how to put all the boxes on the right side as many people do. Well, I don't give a shit :) So, hi!

My final exam is coming this monday. 3 days to go to my birthday. Seriously, I have no idea about what to write since nothing special. I'm sleepy. So, out!

2009-01-09T19:45:00.003+09:00

Since everybody talks about their 2009 goals a lot, I probby would like to write mine. Basically, I don't do goals and such since I never reached my goal(s) in the past years. My goals are pretty much the same with my birthday wishlist(s) this years, so here goes my goals:

Stop smoking for real, since I've quit from last October for no-I-dont-smoke-at-all :)
Go to UNI in February and enjoy the major cos I'm kinda are-you-serious? T.T
Don't be such a little kid who wants to get everything by snapping your finger one time.
Facebook, Blogspot and MSN are nothing compared to my assignments (???)
Make our relationship last forever ♥
Find a job? Probby, haha.
English is FINALLY my first language.
PRAY 5 TIMES A DAY PLEASE!
Good luck!

That's pretty much it. Oh well, 7 is nothing but to be ticked as "mission accomplished" is GAH! Those goals are not that important except for number 5 :)

I'm bored here. Trying to do my presentation for next Tuesday but have no idea at all. It's really hot outside, have no mood to have my lunch and such in City. Need my Jakarta again, on 25th of Jan till 22nd of February, yay! But no Deo, wish I could go to Malay instead of Bali or ~~Kalimantan~~. Oh well, have a good night.

Currently listening to: Muse - Supermassive Black Hole

Mood: Dizzy & Lazy

The Unique Award

2009-01-08T18:35:00.003+09:00

So, that is the award. It's a really cute award I got from Wida. She cbox-ed me on December 29th if I'm not mistaken, tagging me to grab the award. I'm sorry for the late update of my blog, especially for this award, I've been quite busy these days since final exam is coming and skype drives me crazy, for real. LOL. Again, each award has their own rule -_-

Rules:

1. Pajang award ini di blog anda

There, above :)

2. Beri judul 'The Unique Award' pada postingan anda

Can you see up there? But it'll come up with a small-tiny sized font.

3. Jawab 3 pertanyaan ini:

Benda unik apa yang lo punya? It's not as in WAWAWIWA total unique but I own this Deathnote given by my hubby. You're not allowed to see the content of that notebook unless you're him. And this blog, I suppose.
Apakah elo mengoleksi benda benda unik? Kalo iya sebutkan apa saja! I think I've mentioned this thing on the first question, idiot. Oh well, I don't collect unique things but I own a few things that I find it quite unique such as my phone. It has a Ganryu from Tekken 5 sticker and no one own that ha ha ha?
Apa penyebab elo bisa membuat dan mempunyai blog yang 'unik' ini? I don't even know. Suddenly she tagged me and I got this award. Destiny or a miracle? I know I'm awesome BAHAHAHA *grin*

4. Berikan award ini kepada blogger lain nya yang punya blog unik seperti punya lo! (boleh berapa aja)

Josephine Prihadi and Atalya Ticoalu :)

Am I done? Cool. Have a good night, guys! I miss you, anyway. Take care & stay mine ♥

Currently listening to: Indonesian Idol - Cinta

Mood: Thirsty (?)

2009-01-05T21:10:00.002+09:00

Mom, may I go to Malaysia this January? I'll be having a month holiday, I won't stay in Jakarta that long, I need some air.. I need more oxygen, and I can only have it in Malaysia, there, in Kuala Lumpur, there at his condo. If I could, I will then bring someone else with me, to accompany me. I desperately need him :'( God, let it be! I want him forever & I'm sorry for being emo again :'D I want him forever, for God's sake! I need him to move to Perth as well, I need WAAPA to accept him too. Please do what he please. I love you, again. I love you.

Currently listening to: Diande Tunissar Azano - Speeding Cars

Mood: Described enough.

2009-01-04T20:51:00.002+09:00

"Every single day I spent with you, was always amazing. That's why I want to spend my lifetime living with you. I LOVE YOU."

- Deozano, January 4th 2009, 10.14 AM

I woke up at 6.30 AM. It was cold and quite dark inside the room. Still filled myself with a very heavy blanket and my favorite boslter. I looked at my phone then called Deo. The conversation was like usual, we started with "Rise and shine, Nadya Ayu!" and I told him what time he should be at my house. While waiting for him to go to my crib, I took a shower. He came at 6.45 AM and we gone upstairs. We spent the last morning together in my room and talked talked and talked. We went downstairs and off to go at 7.45 AM. There were mom, dad, my sister, me, and Deo in the same car going to the airport. At 8.50 AM, Deo and me went to the check-in room. He was on the left side, Malaysia Airline boarding at 11.10 AM, whereas me with Garuda Indonesia at 10.25 AM. I hugged mom, dad, and my sister before we go to the waiting room. I hugged Deo like I couldn't let him go. Then we went to Starbucks, spent the last face to face conversation there. Crying and stuff. That quotation above was his writing 11 minutes before we go to a different way of boarding room. I cried soooooo many times and I couldn't let him go. I hugged him tightly and he said "I promise you Nadya Ayu, I will NOT leave you. I love you, it's not forever but for ever and always. I way too much in love with you, Nadya Ayu. I mean it." He kissed me, wiped my tears, hugged me, kissed me again. We said goodbye, waved at each other then I went in. He was still standing in front of the gate while I was walking through the waiting room. On the plane, I cried a lot. I read the Deathnote from the first page. I wrote something. I have been crying, Deo. I have been crying.. It makes me the worst person in the world for not being able to be with you every single minute, like what we did in Indo. We've been through everything.. I know we're more than tough, LDR is nothing compared to our growing love.. RIGHT, DEO? This holiday, was the most bestest loveliest holiday ever, pumpkin. I wish I could turn back the time.

Here are our daysssssss..

17 December: Airport, baggage room, car, home, stay a night :)

18 December: Kelapa Gading. Cut Deo's hair, bowling, Sushi Tei, Gramedia.

19 December: Make over. Stay at my crib all day long.

20 December: Mall Taman Anggrek, KFC Kemang, Ochie Virra Arddhe Deo stay at mine ♥

21 December: Plaza Senayan without Arddhe.

22 December: Ambassador picking up my new Nio, Acep's girlfriend.

23 December: TWILIGHT! ♥♥♥♥♥

24 December: Eastern Promise, Kemang :)

25 December: Merry christmas everyone! No Deo today.

26 December: Happy birthday, Thalia Ayu Fadhila! Plaza Semanggi. Family. Madagascar.

27 December: Sushi Tei with Deo, Astrid, Thalia.

28 December: DVD TIME! Toy Story & Wall - E.

29 December: FX ♥ PIM ♥hearts; (Arabian "boxing" tragedy)

30 December: No Deo :(

31 December: Make over Joker & Vampire. Junior's. THE MOST BESTEST NYE Party!

1 January 2009: THE BEST DAY EVER! Full day with Deo. Bolt at BP's.

2 January: Ochie's crib. Hanamasa (FINALLY!)

3 January: Spend the last evening with Deo at my crib :)

4 January: The Farewell :'(

That's pretty much about it. I'm afraid I'll miss you more. I miss you already, thou. I want you forever. I love you, forever and always. You mean everything to me, pumpkin. Thanks. Thanks. I know thanks is never enough but thanks. I'm eternally yours.

Currently listening to: iTunes is still unavailable -_-

Mood: Deoing. Deoful. Deosome!

2008-12-31T02:05:00.002+09:00

NEW YEAR IS ABOUT TO COMEEEEEEE, BACONSSSS!

Counting 2 more days ♥♥

Can you actually imagine? My birthday is near as well :)

And tomorrow will be me and Deo's costume party at my cousin's house. I'll be a very cute vampire and Deo will be Joker. Sadly, I'll be leaving this Sunday. May I stay, please? :'(

Hi, I'm crazy about you man! I hope it shall be forever, deal?

Currenly listening to: The Beatles - I'm So Tired

Mood: MISS YOU SO BAD!!

2008-12-29T02:06:00.002+09:00

This is Monday. Hell Monday. I have been spending my days with my loved ones here, in Jakarta for my mid-term break. Just finished watching Disney Movie Marathon, Toy Story and Wall E with Deo. It was a total fun, when we watched Toy Story, my little sister suddenly came to our theatre room and brought this hairspray kind of thing. She asked me to hide it behind my back, then once the movie finished, spray it to Deo's hair andddd we did a good job on it :) His hair became green like "Joker". It was our plan as well to be Joker on New Year's eve. Well actually it was me then Deo said he's much better to be Joker so he should perform better that day, right ya? Back to our Disney Movie Marathon Night, my mom just gave us satai for dinner. Bengski ate all of that satai really fast and paused the movie. Had a little break, we played as Joker and took heaps of picture :) Continue with Wall E. Ate Pangsit Goreng! Finished with Wall E. That time then came......

I was crying while hugging him, tightly. He's too much for me. I love him too much, too. I don't want that day to come. I want him to go with me. I want him forever and always. I wasn't staring at his eyes like, this close as usual.. I was busy talking to myself and wanted to slap my face zillion times!

I wish I could turn back our times together. I want...

1. The day when we just arrived to Soekarno-Hatta Airport then he hid behind that spin thingamajig for our luggage and he kissed my forehead for thousand times. We didn't talk in "aku-kamu" way, still with our best friend way cos it seemed awkward :P

2. The day when we were in my living room upstairs and read Lawak Kampus. He opened my Dark Knight Present, all his tee(s) given by me, we hugged and stuff :) He stayed a night at my crib.

3. The day when i woke him up at 7 in the morning and he thought it was his brother. I hugged him and open the curtain, yelled "RISE AND SHINE, PUMPKIN!" but he was mad at me and slept again till 9.

4. The day when we had our Saturday night in Kemang having our Roti Bakar Eddy with all of me our best friends.

5. The day when we had our Wednesday night at Eastern Promise watching a jam session the night before christmas. We laughed, we hugged and stuff.

6. The day when we had a little fight before deciding where should we go. Then we finally watched Twilight and it was a total romantic moment ever of us.

7. Too much to describe. (not) enough love for him from me. Nadya loves her Deo, indeed, too much..

So, that's pretty much about it :) It's confidential, supposed to but oh well XD Have an awesome and amazing new year, bacons!

Mood: :')

Currently listening to: Brian McKnight - Moody's Mood for Love

2008-12-25T22:05:00.003+09:00

I don't think I deserve to be here in this weird world with zillions of weird people! This year is somewhat the worst year I've ever had. Problems come like every second until he came to fullfil my life. Even it's not the end of hell. I don't feel like I can enjoy my days. I don't feel like anyone can understand me albeit they know I'm known as a very childish and emotional person. 2009 is about to come.. Please let me smile even for a while?

Sorry for being so emo.

Currently listening to: Black Dahlia Murder - Funeral Thrist

Mood: Grateful????

2008-12-24T02:22:00.003+09:00

Hi bloggers! Been ages right? Not really. Oh well, I'm in Jakarta in case you didn't know. I've been spending my days with my loved ones, especially with this cutest guy in the universe :) One day with him seems like a year. I went to Gading today, we watched Twilight. For God's sake, i'll give you 2 out of 5 of stars. It was good. I love Bella, she's fuckin cute and Edward deserves her. The thing is, WHY A VAMPIRE?? One more thing, Deo got the idea of "how did Bella get all the information that fast? She's too smart. It's a movie, they should be creative like.. a tactic perhaps? We knew the ending already. Errr, we or just me? El oh ellll. Anyway, I just don't like the movie but I like the fact that Edward was actually really good at choosing the romantic words to Bella and I basically didn't really get it -_- Lucky me I own this very clever, intelligent, and nananana boyfriend who knows everything except.. fashion :P

OH. THIS IS THE BOMB MAN!! Do you think that this new rising band "The Changcuters" was actually inspired by "The Horrors" OR "The Horrors" was actually being copied by "The Changcuters"? What I've been studying is.. based on their picture, here..

THE HORRORS

THE CHANGCUTERS

Not that the same buuuuuuttt pretty much like it. I found one picture in a teen magz. One of The Changcuters hair (The left one) is REALLY Joshua Vibestation. The picture itself, The Changcuters member (The second one from the right) 's hair is REALLY Spider Webb. So if we arrange one by one, it goes like this:

Faris Badwan: The Center of Changcuter's member

Joshua Third: The left one

Tomethy Furse: The right one

Spider Webb: The second from the right

Coffin Joe: The second from the left

NICE.

Currently listening to: iTunes is currently unavailable

Mood: WHOAHHHHHHH! I miss you ♥

YAYYYYY!!

2008-12-20T01:06:00.002+09:00

AM GOING TOOOOO.. SHOW OFF THOUSANDS OF PIC OF US ♥

Finally.. DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S THAT MEAN? :) I've been spending my days in heaven, man. This is heaven, I'm serious lol. Hiperbola :P I'm tired. I played Tekken, Spongebob Squarepants on my PS, ate like a monster, everything. I can't stop smiling. So, I hope you guys have a nice day and happy weekend! Oh, and.. I wuff you ♥

Currently listening to: Paramore - Decode

Mood: SUPADUPAMEGAEXCITED!

2008-12-17T12:54:00.003+09:00

INDONESIA = BANGSAT :)

Kenapa? Perlu ga sih dijelasin lagi? Itu duit buat korupsi masih kurang juga buat "ngehidupin" keluarga sama nyari plus bayar perek di tempat dugem? Gila ya. Sampe fiskal aja dinaikin jadi 3 juta. Kurang makmur apa sih lo pada? Lo ga kasian sama nyokap gue banting tulang nyari duit buat ngebiayain gue sekolah di luar negri? Terus sekarang lo smua pada bangsat dengan seenaknya naikin fiskal dengan harga yang GA MURAH. Pikir dong pak, pake otak! Kalo nyokap gue meninggal gara2x kecapean nyari duit buat gue cuma gara2x semua harga naik, apa2x naik, pajak naik ini itu naik, bisa ga lo gantiin nyokap gue? Terus gue mau jadi apa kalo udah gede? Ini belom apa-apa pak. Kalo gue udah kerja mau jadi berapa tuh fiskal? Satu triliun? Sinting kali ya. Kurang bikin emosi rakyat ya pak? Apa kurang muasin diri sendiri? Lo dong yang rasain jadi orang-orang yang tinggal di luar negri. Cape ga sih apa-apa aja disana udah pada mahal. Kasian kalo mereka pada mau balik ke Indo ngunjungin keluarga malah disuruh bayar macem-macem lagi pak. Kalo mau korupsi juga ajak-ajak rakyat dong jangan egois. Jangan mentang-mentang lo bisa nguasain negara terus lo jadi seenaknya.

INI JUGA PRESIDEN TOLOL BANGET SIH. Lo ngerti ga sih kalo lo bangsat? Dulu aja ngomong lo bakal bikin Indo makmur. MANA? Melarat iya.. Gausah carmuk deh lo! Muka lo udah jelek, gausah ditambahin lagi jeleknya. Lo semua bisa ketawa ngeliat semua demo yang dijalankan oleh rakyat, emang annoying. OH MY GOD FOR GOD'S SAKE lo gabisa ngeliat mereka menderita ya? Hati lo pada ditaro dimana deh gue tanya? Tapi lo ga bisa ketawa lagi kalo lo udah disiksa di neraka :) Jadi nikmatin aja deh tu seneng-seneng smuanya. Gue tinggal senyum doank kok ngeliat lo pada udah di atas peti mati, diupacarain (penting ga sih???), terus masuk ke lobang kubur, selamat mencicipi makanan baru setan-setan! Apalagi Bapak SBY, cepet tobat ya pak.

EH UPDATE! Kata pacar gue, SBY udah tau dan dia ga setuju. Hahaha YEAH RIGHT! Sekali lagi gue tanya, pemimpin negara disini siapa bang? Mau nungguin kabinet pemerintah kek, pemilu ini itu kek, lo juga mau ga mau bertindak dong T.T Jangan mentang-mentang harus tergantung sama MPR DPR gitu lo jadi iya-iya aja.

Kalo gini caranya gimana gue mau jadi diplomat? :( Kalo masih ada "kakek" gue kan gue jadi tau perkembangan politik Indo, jadi gue bisa belajar buat ke depannya gimana. Nyerah? Liat nanti. Ga kok, kalo gua udah jadi diplomat gua kaga akan korup dul. Santai, paling korup duit emak dikit buat beli komik baru -.-

I'VE BEEN TAGGED, AGAIN. OH GOD T.T

2008-12-16T16:31:00.005+09:00

Lala, the silly cheaky little thing girl tagged me (again!) to answer these following questions. Thanks to Lala for tagging me T.T Please this is the lasttttt, I love you. Okay? LOLLLL.

The Rules

The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

Here. we. go! *poof* [no, no, just kidding]

The Age of My Next Birthday

I'm turning 18 next year. Actually next January which about to come :)

A Place I'd Like to Travel

Vienna? WHO DOESN'T WANNA GO THERE HA?

Favourite Place

My Bedroom. No, no, it's not mine but I just like the the the.. err, the NEVERMIND.

Favourite Food

I MISS BAKSO MAN!

Favourite Thing

Deathnote book && my Ipod. I'd rather die than stay without em :D

Favourite Colour(s)

City I was Born

City that You've Ever Lived In

Nickname I had

I don't know exactly what's that supposed to mean. It's a hotel in Iran, if I'm not mistaken & it's somewhere called Kish which is my nickname.

College Major

I love Media and Social Culture *winkwink*

Name of My Love

Haha. He's invisible. My real darling is on the right box :)

A Bad Habit

Biting my nails for God's sake I hate that but I can't stop it -_-

A Hobby

Wishlist

PEE WEE HERMAN DUNKS. OH MY LORDDD! T.T

I'm done. Fuckin tired -_- Those picture cannot be organized so it just came up randomly at the top of the page then I should drag it down till it gets to the right place. Nyah!

Oh, and luckily.. I tag NO ONE, yeay! Due to my laziness. So, I'm leaving tomorrow. For those who celebrate it, happy christmas day && happy new year :)

Currently listening to: Andante - Seandainya

Mood: BLAH!!!

2008-12-15T18:21:00.002+09:00

Hi, I am Joshua Vibestation from The Horrors. I just received a message that you are one of my fans that called me from MySpace fans call, is that true?

(SCREAM OUT LOUD) Yea yea. For Joshua's sake, is this the real Josh? I did call you a long time ago. I thought you wouldn't give me any answer since you're pretty much busy these days with your tour around UK. (SCREAM AGAIN)

Oh shit I hate that noise. Kills my brain and my ears (LAUGH). Anyway, how are you err.. what's your name? Let me check. Nadja?

Haha sorry I'm just being too excited as I'm your die-hard fan. I'm doing great. How are you? It's Nadya. Spell it with N to the A to the D to the Y to the A.

Wow, die-hard fan? Cool. Haha. I'm awesome awesome, thanks. That's kinda hard. Weird name (LAUGH WITH HIS FRIENDS). No, I'm joking. I just had my drug balloon in case you didn't know. Okay, so..

IT'S JOSH BIRTHDAY TODAY! REMEMBER 15TH OF DECEMBER SWEETY!

Shut up!

Oh. Happy birthday Joshua! Oh my Goodness, you're calling me on your birthday! Wish you all the best and good luck with The Horrors UK tour! I'm still speechless oh my God.

Jesus Christ. Thanks, Nadja. I just wanna say thanks for your message on MySpace. I really appreciate that. Thank you so much and I hope you enjoy your day.

Yeah, no worries..

Oh and if you wanna come to my party tonight, it's at Faris' house. Drug balloons night party.

Oh yeah sure. Cheers for the invitation. Not for the drug balloons (LAUGH). Enjoy your day! Bye.

You too. Bye.

Can you imagine if you get a call like that from your ~~future husband~~ favourite artist? Seriously can you? CAN YOU? Lol. It's Joshua Von Grimm Vibestation birthday today! No no for those who didn't know, it was a joke. If it happens, I'm so gonna shit in my pants and faint.

Anyway anyhow, it's Monday now. Yeah, Josh birthday (FYI again :D) and tomorrow is Tuesday (for those who's stupid) and the day after tomorrow is yayness day :) Out for 2 weeks. Stop blogging, might be. Don't miss me -shy.

I AM OUT.

*poof*

Currently listening to: The Horrors - She is the New Thing

Mood: MEGAexcited. Lunatic (??)

2008-12-14T15:11:00.003+09:00

Hi. It's Sunday again, lolll. Don't you feel bored? Oh well. I got a few things to share with you today. It's about Facebook and such :)

1. Don't you feel awkward when someone who added you actually ask your name like 'nama lo siapa'? Dude, do you have another question that can be asked besides that one? Seriously, that's fuckin awkward, haha. Some people might tell you the name again when they ask that stupid question, but when it comes to me I'd be like 'you added me man, terus lo nanya nama gue siapa? ga liat apa itu di atas tulisan bold nama gue siapa?'. Hahahahaha awkwarddd (Jonas's style)

2. There's a friend request.. Then you approve them, then you don't see your boyfriend/girlfriend as their mutual friend. Later, when you see her/his profile, you'd see 'she/he's now with friend of -your boyf/girlf'. The hell?? It's just because I put the person who's in the relationship with me -.- Fuck random people.

3. I hate it when someone comment me with these:

mind to intro?
what's your religion?
how old are you?
thanks for the add when actually you're the one who add me.

4. I think I'm done.

Now, for MSN, Skype, or Yahoo.

1. I hate it when random people add me. When I ask them a random question or a statement like these:

hey thx for the add but do i know you?
hi sorry if i sound rude but do i know you?
who are you?
where did you get my ID?
so on so forth

Those questions will be answered only with "their name" or "no i just wanna be your friend" or "i got it from Friendster" and I'll be like.. FTW?? I never put my Yahoo ID on Friendster -.- Liar..

2. They are sometimes not friendly. Grawrrrr! They just reply like not more than 3 words. Yeah right -_-

3. I think I'm done, lolll.

Heyyyy. I'm counting 3 days to yayness :DDD

Currently listening to: Feist - 1 2 3 4

Mood: Sleepy. Exhausted. Excited then

2008-12-12T21:55:00.003+09:00

"I feel discouraged and down at times. I have this hypochondria. I felt like this before way often, anyway. But I promise I'll be better one day."

PS: Sorry for all the cbox(es) that I haven't replied yet. I'll be back soon.

Currently listening to: Mariah Carey - Hero

Mood: Too much pain. Not okay.

I MISS YOU, DEO.

2008-12-08T00:23:00.004+09:00

Don't you know that I miss you so much??? I've been trying to call you but your phone still "cannot be reached at the moment, please try again in a few minutes" then changed to Melayu then Chinese language. FTW. I'm dead -_-" I'm crying, haha. Get back soon! I want skype. I need you >.<

Counting 9 days to YAYNESS <3

Counting 9 days to DEONESS <3

Counting 9 days to OMGNESS <3

Currently listening to: Nothing.

Mood: Crying. Numb.

2008-12-06T19:34:00.003+09:00

Pissed off day is over already, now it's time for BORING DAY :)

Seriously, I've been online (again) for 5 hours. I woke up at 2 PM and I saw Ines was busy playing Harvest Moon on my friend's PSP. Then Fandy was sleeping beside her, hugging her as well. I was like "I need you here, Pumpkin!" haha. Then I went to McD to get some breakfast. Then now I've been sitting here in the balcony, alone. Fandy and Ines were fighting for an hour, yelling at each other. I think he was totally fed up with her. I didn't really hear what they were talking about as I was busy reading One Piece online and biting my nails.

Basically, in Indonesia.. especially Jakarta, all of teenagers love to hang out on Saturday night. Their favourite places to hang out are Kemang, Pondok Indah Mall, and Tebet. Those place are actually known as "GAUL ISLAND", if I'm not mistaken. For mom and dad, just an information for you parents.. Your kids would love to have a drink as in alcohol and such, go to clubs, and smoke fags. Even though they tell you that they are actually going with their friends to a mall, or friend's house, it's a lie, seriously. You know, kids? Even they're still 13, they smoke, they dink and drance, lol. Your parents might don't know that you're lying, until at the end.. You are the one who fill yourself with anger and rage. You yell at them, slam the door and don't talk to them for a day, then you call your friend and sneak out until your parents cry and call all your friends to find you. You immediately tell all your friends to lie to them such as "Hi. If my mom call you, tell her I'm not there with you!", right? Haha. No offense for you guys, but it's just a basic stuff parents should know. This is literally a lesson for me as I used to be you. I just have no courage to that again to them, but for some reason, MAYBE I'D LOVE TO MUAHAHA :D

Anyways, I just realised that I should improve my lousy grammar here. It's so embarrasing when you know an English expert read your blog and find your stupid English written here. I need a private course for this. I write everything here in English without even checking every grammar. I envy all my friends who can speak English fluently, then talk to their overseas friends in English. I basically do that but NOT that fluent as I live with Indonesian's here haha. We're supposed to have an English day on Friday but she left Aussie already so I speak my native language as usual -_-" So, I think what I want from you guys is "Wish me luck!" please? Haha. Speaking of language, I have a friend here from Semarang. Her English is I-can't-even-understand-every-word-she-speaks. One day, she had this presentation where a fluent English was seriously needed. All of our friends in that class were like "Mind to speak slowly?" or "Could you please repeat what you just said?" and when she basically asked some questions for us, we answered "I don't even know what you just explained to us. You didn't use a powerpoint slide," and I was like "Wow that's a direct hit man!" and I explained everything she just said in front of us. After the class finished, my friends were talking about her. Her English is... MEDOK :| What's the proper word for that? Lol. Well, whatever. SO, THE THING IS... Help me to improve this language T.T

End of my boring blog today. I miss him ♥

Currently listening to: Jamie Cullum - Photograph

Mood: Boring && Excited! Counting 11 days to yayness :DDDD

2008-12-04T14:34:00.001+09:00

I. HATE. MY. DAD. AS. HELL!

Thankyou.

VLOG WALKING ADDICTION

2008-12-03T13:38:00.002+09:00

Hi again. I've been busy these days :) I'm starving anyway. Oh, I'm having a new addiction of Vlogging which I found randomly from Youtube. So here goes 4 people that I've subscribed :D

1. Tom

2. Natalie

3. Molly

4. Charlie

I've seen all their vids and apparently, Tom is the bomb! I'm not going to talk bull here, so be quick to click those awesome people and happy watching :)

Currently listening to: Ashlee Simpson - Outta My Head (Ay Ay Ay)

Mood: Starving && excited of Jakarta

2008-11-30T01:11:00.005+09:00

Hi. It's sunday morning here :) I just woke up at 12 and I remember 2 people just gave me blog awards since last month BAHAHA. So I put the awards together, here it goes!

So the first three was from Freak and the last one was from Judotens :) They actually have some rules which are:

Put the logo on your blog.

Add a link to the person who awarded you.

Nominate at least 7 other blogs.

Add links to those blogs on yours.

Leave a message for your nominees on their blog.

I've already put the logo on my blog. I've already linked the person who awarded me. Ohmygosh just be confident with yourself. I'd give these awards to all of my friends, joke joke. I told you just be confident with yourself, so link it! I'm busy. A message? Hmmm, hope everything gon' allright and have a nice weekend. I think I'm sleepy (yawning) byebye.

*** I'm just jealous. ***

Currently listening to: Beat of my heart

Mood: Ragged & Wacky

WISHLIST AND JAKJAZZ =D

2008-11-29T15:43:00.007+09:00

Jak Jazz 2008.

He's on his way with his family.

Hope everything's gon' allright.

Counting 17 days left to yayness!

♥♥

As my birthday is about to come, next January. So I've planned everything :) And I got 18 wishlist because I'm gon' 18 :D

So, let me describe all of my wishlist(s) one by one.. err, briefly :)

1. Clamshell iBook G3 - A custom notebook from Apple. I found this cute notebook from a movie Legally Blonde :)

2. Nudie Jeans - At Subway DC. It will cost you like more than 200 bucks! You are not allowed to wash it within 6 months. I want the High Kai.

3. Eyetooth - MUAHAHAHAHA. I'm an evil and I'll bite you >:D

4. That hair - Just awesome. I won't cut my hair till it grows like that.

5. One Piece Action Figure - Since I'm in love with Zorro, I NEED HIM! :D

6. Playstation 3 - I think you know what I mean here.

7. VIENNA - Ohmygosh. It's really hard to beg my mom to go there. I envy her! She went there once and I really wanna go there aswell. Mom, I'm begging.. I'm begging!

8. MALAYSIA - This January holiday please please please? :")

9. Guitar Hero Controller - For my PS2.

10. The Horrors - I need their massive poster with a cute frame in my room :) Joshhhh! ♥

11. A Horse - I'd love to give her name as Vienna :)

12. A Skinny Body - JAHAHAHA. Pstttt!! XD

13. JAPAN - My anotherrrrr dream vacation. Like, next holiday? :D I love their language!

14. My best friends - I miss them. I need them. Pris, Amel, Saphy, Obi, and beloved Thalia.

15. Drago the Dragon - I want another Drago to accompany my D*Junk here! Hihi. Get married, perhaps?

16. Last but the best - DIANDE TUNISSAR AZANO KARMAWAN. I desperately need to meet him like very very very soon! I'm eternally yours. I love you, forever and always ♥♥♥♥

Thank you. Have a nice weekend. Mine is pretty boring, thou.

Currently listening to: Queen of the Stone Age - 3's & 7's

Mood: Starving && Worried

Randomness.

2008-11-28T00:21:00.003+09:00

Counting 18 days left to YAYNESS!

I love you, forever and ever.

♥♥♥

2008-11-27T20:49:00.003+09:00

Random.. I got nothing to do and I'd love to post these random questions ;)

1. How many texts are in your inbox?

: Zero.

2. Where did your last hug take place?

: In city, with Ines.

3. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

: Diande Tunissar Azano Karmawan.

4. Who was the first person you talked to today?

: Diande Tunissar Azano Karmawan.

5. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?

: Yea, and it shall be forever :)

6. Who was your last text message from?

: Deo.

7. How many TRUE friends do you have?

: 3.

8. Have you ever kissed anyone named Michael?

: Nope.

9. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?

: Fandy.

10. When was the last time you cried really, really hard?

: Err, I might say last month?

11. Who took your profile picture?

: Which profile pic? For Friendster "by myself" & for Facebook "Renda".

12. What woke you up this morning?

: Morning alarm by Deo.

13. Have you ever driven without a license?

: Still :P

14. Do you want someone dead?

: Haha, yea. Don't ask who!

15. What did you do today?

: Playing with my PSP, went to City.

16. Whats your fave flavor chips?

: Barbeque, Hot & Spicy.

17. Bourbon or vodka?

: Neither Bourbon nor Vodka. What's Bourbon anyway?

18. Alcohol or drugs?

: Bahaha. Question for faggots :)

19. Blonde or brunette?

: Definitely brunette. I prefer maroon, thou.

20. Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?

: Lips :D

21. Like anyone at the moment?

: Yeah ^_^

22. Ever had your heart broken?

: Bah, it happened like 3 times.

23. Do you miss anyone?

: YEAAAAAAA! XD

24. Who's the last guy you spoke to?

: Jeshua Darryl.

25. What's the stupidest thing you've ever done?

: I do stupid things all the time. But the stupidest? TONS! Lol.

26. Who's the last person you wrestled with?

: Fandy, bahaha.

27. Do you listen to your friends' advice when they give it to you?

: Sometimes. It depends on what kind of problem I have, but basically I'd listen to them. Just LISTEN :)

28. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

: Chatting and had a skype for a while with my Pumpkin.

29. Has the opposite sex been in your room before?

: Nope.

30. If you can have one thing you want right now, what would it be?

: New laptop, eyetooth, perhaps... MALAYSIA ON JANUARY PLEASE? T.T

31. What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?

: It's not a dream. It's the real him.

32. What are you excited about right now?

: PFTTTTT. I won't tell you.

33. Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?

: Cry over the truth.

34. Who’s the last person you got into an argument with?

: Dad. I NEED A NEW LAPTOP!!

35. Do you trust people easily?

: No. Definitely no.

36. Your favorite number?

: 11.

37. Could you go a day without eating?

: NOOOOOO. Eat is my life!

38. How much do looks matter to you in a boy/girl?

: 50 50.

39. When was the last time you had your hair cut?

: Last September and it was awful.

40. Would you rather be mad or sad?

: Both.

41. Does it take a lot to make you cry?

: Depends on the situation.

42. Are we done?

: YEA.

THANKS! :) And my name'a Nadya.

2008-11-27T14:41:00.003+09:00

Today is seriously boring. The alarm was very loud as it was a morning call from my Pumpkin :) He's having his final exam again today, I guess it's err.. Business Law and he made a palm card for cheating. Good luck then, BAHAHA. I can't barely open my Facebook, I did turn off the Windows Firewall, clear all the cookies and restart the notebook, it still didn't work. I texted my dad that I really really wanna get a new notebook but he hasn't replied yet. This notebook is seriously not COMPATIBLE T.T help me please!

I've been playing Tekken 5: Dark Resurrection to gain the level of Tekken Lord, I'm still Raijin. If you click the Tekken Lord, it will be showing my hottie, Emily Rochefort :) She is gorgeous! I can beat all the enemy up with a perfect score and she's is now in the third position of other Tekkens. Me and my friend, Fint, wonders if we can finish this game within this month but I guess the answer is NOT. We enjoy this game immensely! <3

I'm outside now. It's friggin cold for God's sake. IT'S SUMMER DUDE! T.T oh and me and my friend Dasya will go to a huge festival in 2009 called Soundwave. I haven't got the ticket yet since the earlybirds tickets are all sold out. I can actually purchase that on the web using a creditcard and such. It's kinda expensive unless I wanna wait for the real ticket on December available in all music store. We'll see.

PS: I think I put too much link here, haha!

Currently listening to: Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You

Mood: Still hyper-excited ♥♥

2008-11-25T18:23:00.003+09:00

I just got back home from Uni. We were having a lil prob about the quiz. It'd be today but nobody did the reading so my lecturer cancelled the quiz. Apparently, she blamed all the students for not emailing her. I did, but she didn't get it I guess. She's very strict, I hate her. She's actually nice but she's strict -.- When she gave me the essay, she told me I did a good job but when I see that paper, I was like "THIS IS WHAT YOU CALL A GOOD JOB, MADAM? I FAILED YOUR ESSAY!" then I talked with her in private, she said it was a quite good essay but the structure was bad. The score was seriously a crap. It's 48 out of 50 T.T I could get pass instead. Then we watched a movie called eXistenZ which was a good movie :) Then she gave me the presentation score, and she told me "You're really good at it. Keep that!" I was like, should I trust you? -.- But when I open the paper, she gave me Credit. I smiled :) It was nice and unbelieveable as I didn't do anything. Indeed, haha. I did the slide last min, and I cried all night long. My boyfriend was getting crazy and he helped me through it. He was the one who actually support me in everything, that's why I love him heaps. Oh, he's having final exam. Yeah, and wish you luck, Pumpkin. I love you ♥

Happy weekend, everyone! Or is it only for me, actually? Oops, sorry! XD

Currently listening to: The Ataris - Looking Back on Today

Mood: Superduperhyper-excited!

2008-11-23T20:56:00.003+09:00

Sunday bloody sunday. Happy sunday :) I'm wondering, why sunday? It's sun and day which actually would be sunny all the time. It's apparently raining so it should be rainday? Why don't we just put like sleepday or relaxday? It's too long I know -_- I mean, let's be creative haha. I wanna change "sunday" to something that'll be better :D I basically have no idea, muhaha.

Anyway, I'll be having a lil quiz next Tuesday. It'll be only 5 questions with a very short answer but I bet I'll answer nothing. I haven't studied yet cos it's sunday. It's all about cyberculture, do you know what's that? Go to Mr. Google, asap!

Hoaaaaaaaahhm, I'm sleepy. I really wanna go skyping tonight but God doesn't allow us to :( Msn will help, I suppose? See you there, Pumpkin!

Currently listening to: Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing

Mood: Missing you

2008-11-23T00:29:00.003+09:00

Happy saturday night but it's actually 12.30 AM already but I bet you all are now having fun outside. I just got back home from "Singapore" with my friends. I wore a hoodie and a boxer.

Anyway, I own a Playstation 2 now in my apartment, YAY! It's Fandy's but me and Jesh are often get bored so we decided to take Fandy's Playstation as well as the games :) I will bring my Guitar Hero later. I was planning to buy the new Xbox 360 or Playstation 3. We will share fifty/fifty to get that "cheap" stuff (IF POSSIBLE -.-) cos we got our own list actually, this game will be the first and the best one.. HELO3 :D

I've been waiting for Deo. He's watching a jam session with his friends and will skype again tonight :) BUT, not gonna be as long as we usually did cos I only got 1 gig left in my broadband usb T.T 3 will gimme the 7 gigs back on December 6, which will be 13 days from now. So be patient baby :)

2 more assignments to go before THE DAY :D

Counting 25 days <3

Currently listening to: BMTH - Pray the Plagues

Mood: Ansos & Mad.

2008-11-19T04:26:00.003+09:00

The clock is now showing 04.27AM here and I can't sleep seriously. Maybe it's because I can't sleep or cos I'm not sleepy or I don't wanna sleep or I keep thinking of everything in my mind? I'm just done skyping again LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW, dereshishishi :) And he's playing Soccer Evolution with his friend, my friend's "friend" aswell. Can you get it? 0.0

I actually got two assignments that should be submitted THIS FRIDAY WHICH IS 2 DAYS FROM NOW AND GOD DAMMIT I HAVEN'T TOUCHED IT YET T.T I'm so lazy you know me haha thank you. I'm getting fatter and fatter. And actually I should've promised you guys about the blog called "purpose" isn't it? I FORGOT muahahahaha nevermind.

Talking about futuuuuuuuure, I'm still confused either media and social culture or sociology perhaps antropology perhaps international studies =D I honestly really really wanna be a diplomat since it's really good to have tons of new friends. But speaking of new friends, I've actually convinced myself as a very anti-social and RACIST girl might be in the universe >:D I was planning to take the media and social culture cos it's really nice to learn about culture (D'OH!) and it's not only culture but political views aswell. I love politics man! But I hate politicians since they do shinzit by their own and corruption, I suppose? As they're part of government so yeah. ANYWAY, ASEAN; UN; Deplu; WWF; PBB; UNICEF; and such are my dreams man! ASEAN FOR REALLLLL.. I really wish I could :D The problem is, I NEED AT LEAST 3 OR 4 INTERNATIONAL LANGUAGES which are English, Mandarin, and France. MANDARIN? MANDARIN? MANDARIN? Okay.. BUHAHAHAHA! If you don't know me, you should get to know me.. Here, listen.

Chinese is a total hell, DAHAHAHA! No offense for Chinese-es. If I like you, then I'd love to talk to you. If you're my friend ALREADY, then I don't mind. But at a glance, I hate you.

Eh, did I just say I hate Chinese? I'm sorry. Being a Diplomat shouldn't do that :D They must be very berry friendly, calm, and respect to others :) Does that mean I should learn how to appreciate people? Yeah, indeed.

I can't sleep, STILL. Better listen to my iTunes then.

Currently listening to: Anberlin - Day Late Friend

Mood: 35% pissed off, 15% sleepy, 50% starving and loving

2008-11-14T20:47:00.003+09:00

It makes me the worst person in the world for not being able to see, hug, and kiss you every single minute.

This is my all-time favourite song. Iono why but I just hate it when anyone else likes it bahaha. Selfish? I know :D I'm giving you the lyrics but I won't give you the song. I actually got this song from my very old friend in Amsterdam :) He's a very very good friend and sarcastic. Fuckin sarcastic but I love him. I often cry when I listen to this song. And and and, I hate it cos they didn't actually release the video clip. This is a soundtrack of a movie series called I forgot o.o But someone just played this in piano MARVELOUS!! He gave me the tutorial on youtube and sent me the tabs :) Sadly, I only can do the reff. It's hard -.-' SO, I'LL GIVE THIS SONG TO MY BELOVED "BEST FRIEND" and let him play this to me :D

"The day's last one-way ticket train pulls in
We smile for the casual closure capturing
There goes the downpour
Here goes my fare thee well

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
'Cause I'm already gone

Only so many words that we can say
Spoken upon long-distance melody
This is my hello
This is my goodness

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
'Cause I'm already gone

Maybe in five or ten yours and mine will meet again
Straighten this whole thing out
Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy
This is the distance
And this is my game face

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
Is there really no way to reach me
Am I already gone?

So this is your maverick
This is Vienna"

I Love You.

Indeed ♥

2008-11-12T22:51:00.002+09:00

Hi guys :) Been busy with school and stuff. I just submitted my first and last assignment last Tuesday and I hope I'll get AT LEAST credit. Nothing much for today. I woke up at 12 and cleaned up the whole house. The kitchen was like hell in the morning then I tried to clean it up but not as perfect as I imagined before. Ratih dropped by at 5 and we ~~stole~~ bought McFlurry oreo, cheeseburger, large fries, and a pack of Marlboro menthol for me her. We went back and I took a shower cos it was friggin cold outside god dammit. Then we watched some vids on youtube and sing-a-long on singsnap :) We did record ours and sent to her account. I didn't have it since I have no account on singsnap.

...

And I got this vuerrrrryyy funny video from youtube. Bahahahahahaha! I'm so lazy to open the youtube and copy the link so just put "Mad TV: Can I have your numba? (mad funny)" and it will make you cry out loud, not. We also watched this "moymoypalaboy" :) These guys are really cool, for real. And errrr, I think I'm done. I'll have a skype like there's no tomorrow again tonight. I have no classes tomorrow but should do the report for next Tuesday and readings for my next presentation.

Have a nice day! Don't forget to wear your Spongebob underware. It's on sale here :D

2008-11-11T02:30:00.001+09:00

I AM NOT EMO.

Enough said.

Thanks & KEEP THAT IN YOUR FRIGGIN MIND.

2008-11-08T14:26:00.003+09:00

A FAILURE.

This might be the 1829838739472001736 times I talked to my mom about my current situation. It's all useless. I've told her about what's been happening here, I've begged my mom for zillion times that I hate being here for my education's sake. But again, failed.

I ruin all of my assignments. I don't talk to anybody. I spend the whole day skyping like there's no tomorrow. That's the only way I can feel so much better. Even chatting, it makes me even worse. They don't read a personal message I guess. If they want to talk to me, then they talk. If they think they can take care of me and help me solve the prob, then they talk. And you guys are all useless. Got it? Good.

My mom did tell me that we need to have a chat once I'm in Jakarta. But then she told me the different kind of advice, today. She asked her friend in her office to go here and FIND A NEW APARTMENT FOR ME, God dammit what the hell is she thinking? She thought Perth = Jakarta. Yeah, mom. Mommy has been spending her money for me :) Ok, let me change it. Mommy has been WASTING her time and money for a girl like me?

Ok. Ok. I know it's just my fault. I know I know you guys are totally getting bored with this so again... Just S.T.F.U cos I don't even need your advice and stuff. And I don't even care if you ask me "why" or "what happened, Nadya?" :) So, you better read this carefully. Oh and.... Wish me luck for my assignment due this Tuesday.

*poof!*

Currently listening to: Lady GaGa - Poker Face

Mood: Zzzzz

2008-11-06T10:27:00.003+09:00

Ok. Based on the picture above, I bet you guys will recognize what am I going to write :) But unfortunately, I won't give you even a very short review because I'm afraid I'll give you a spoiler NYEHEHE. Well, I watched it yesterday. 7 pm at Hoyt's Cinema in Garden City (known as: Garbo) We were late, we bought the ticket at 7.25 but that's fine since I didn't really get excited with that bloody Saw V. Watched it already? Aw, come on.. Are you serious? Well ok, here.. I'm giving you the link. But since I hate Wikipedia, so I put the IMDB :) - Mind to click the capital.

During the movie, I was bloody busy texting with my "bestfriend" but I often peeked at the screen. I hate blood. That's the only thing. Fint had her wages yesterday from Gelare and Sizzler so she's rich now yeah I envy her, tsk. That's why I nodded when she ask me to watch this "awesome" movie. I puked. Seriously, I puked. Blood everywhere. I was surprised by the antagonists. Both of them were really smart. At last, this officer girl's hand got cut by this machine because that's the only way if she wants to unlock the door and finish the game (OOPS, Spoiler! :D)

I swear to God, THAT WOULD BE THE FIRST AND THE LAST TIME I WATCH SAW. God dammit, haha. Then me, Mika, Fint, and Jesh went to McD. It was me cos OMFGOMFGOMFG.. T.T I can't stand blood man! I couldn't scream so I did bite my bag all the time and close my eyes and shaking and and and and... finally, PUKE :)

Today's plan:

1. Lunch in City at Seoul Barbeque

2. Buy Lego Batman and Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII for PSP Portable

3. Rent I-Robot and Blade Runner for my assignment

4. Online-routine: Skype like there's no tomorrow

5. Thank you :)

Currently listening to: Britney Spears - The Hook Up

Mood: Half happy half dying