I am loved by this beautiful lad for around a year in a half and have been experiencing heaps of ups and downs which is usual for couples I suppose. I have this repression has been enervating my mind which solely disturbs the relationship. The internal conflict is dampened by a simple question by me to my boyfriend that usually end up with a huge fight, I might consider that as a 'colossal gamble' cos I thought I couldn't win the game. Given the fact that I usually start it (yer blame that on me) I have to deal with it myself. I point out that epochs of this case are also times of general war, with links between short-distance and long-distance relationship. The most profound upheaval is to be found in myself, again, where small things about her, reminds me of her - well, you see we used to be best friends for years before we decided to start a relationship so I know most of the things about her, and them actually, to be honest that made me hurt so much I wanted to stab my chest no I'm joking I wasn't that idiot to give up on such thing like this, well yes I tried once but I failed. Shh, nevermind.
I quelled the conflict by warming myself with a cup of a mushroom soup, I often sleep early to kick it all off and ask him if he's all mine. I know it's a bit corny but really, it's sort of crucial ah'd say to reassure that you two are okay, more to ignore that bloody motherfucker haaaa. But really, I'm too traumatized by her, I need times /: The tyranny will be over soon I believe. Bloody hell why bother posting this? I find the word 'tyranny' is a term that is a bit hard to define, I don't even know why am I using that.
So off I go Skyping with the boy. Two assignments to be done within a week, I will be on hiatus I assume it won't take long. Hiatus here meaning no Twitter, Facebook and what else? Tumblr! That is a very huge temptation, one of the ways to start my day. And yes yes, dear you vile woman, have fun!
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I quelled the conflict by warming myself with a cup of a mushroom soup, I often sleep early to kick it all off and ask him if he's all mine. I know it's a bit corny but really, it's sort of crucial ah'd say to reassure that you two are okay, more to ignore that bloody motherfucker haaaa. But really, I'm too traumatized by her, I need times /: The tyranny will be over soon I believe. Bloody hell why bother posting this? I find the word 'tyranny' is a term that is a bit hard to define, I don't even know why am I using that.
So off I go Skyping with the boy. Two assignments to be done within a week, I will be on hiatus I assume it won't take long. Hiatus here meaning no Twitter, Facebook and what else? Tumblr! That is a very huge temptation, one of the ways to start my day. And yes yes, dear you vile woman, have fun!
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