The title is inspired by Katy Perry as she wrote down on Twitter.
There are too many things I did back in Jakarta, I am not able to describe the whole thing here. Lovely times, amazing times, horrible times, sad times and all became one. Here are some of the stories I would love to share it with you guys. First of all, I am deadly tired. I just got back from the airport around 6AM as the flight departed at 12.15AM post-midnight.
The Departure
I woke up at 7AM in the morning because I could not sleep well. I thought of something I did not want to happen. When I opened my eyes I did not see my mother beside me. I immediately jumped off the bed and ran downstairs to see if my mother was there. I twigged I was still in Jakarta so I thanked God for that. I hugged my mother and told her "Mum, I don't wanna go back can I just stay?" and she hugged me back and told me to calm myself down as everything would be all right. I only need to finish 2 more semester then I am done with Uni. Amin :) I looked at the time every single minute I wanted to hit them so I do not need to know that I am actually leaving. Me and mother spent the whole day together I did not want to let her go. When she walked, I followed her. I just could not let them go, just like that.
I tried to hide the feeling of sadness but I could not resist that until it finally pour down itself and my mother hugged me. I miss her hug I miss her kiss. I always spend the last day in Jakarta with them on Sunday and that is why I hate Sunday.
The clock struck 9PM, mother asked me to get dressed and that cos we were about to leave at 930PM sharp! My hands was shaking I had no guts to go up and get dressed. I cried over my room and I told her to be nice while I am away. I kissed my puppies and the old dog there to say good bye, I looked at the theater and cried over it again as I spent most of the times at the theater with my loved ones. Off we go.
I snuggled my mother in the car I did not want to let her go if only she could come with me. The flight departed at 12AM and I tried the best to hide the feeling so mother father and my sister will be proud of me. Deo too :) I tried so hard to smile cos I do not want this to take long.
Then I left them at 11.10PM cos I got to board soon. Sigh.........
The Surprise
This is the most amazing the best days I ever had in my life at least til the end of February XD So thanks to Valentine's Day for giving me a super chance to meet the one and only, Deo Karmawan. I did not know he would come to visit me until on Sunday he called me and said he got the ticket. I did not do anything but kept silent as I thought it was a joke! I could not stop screaming I kept dancing I did not care about people looking at me weird I was too excited I cannot even explain! Then he told me the flight would be depart at 6PM so I got to pick him up at 7PM local time (Jakarta) I wow-ed I could not believe it would happen, really!
So I was watching Hannah Montana The Movie until I saw a thing coming from upstairs and I took it I twigged it was a chocolate. I thought it was my sister throwing it at me but then when I looked up, I saw this very beautiful and gorgeous lad grinning. It was Deo!!!! I jumped off the chair again then I ran to the stairs very fast I hugged him incredibly tight he could not breathe. I was surprised I cried. I mean, finally :'D
We spent the whole 4 amazing days together, just two of us no one could bother us unless they want me to punch them in the face. I went to lovely places which has become nothing but a history. Places I love the most I could feel him any time. The best place is my haus of course. He used to sleep right next to my door and every time I wake up I can see that very beautiful face I can touch and kiss it gently and softly.
Until the day has come, he had to go back to his hometown where I miss the most too. I am beyond grateful to have this amazing lad as mine. I hope this can last forever, it has to! I love him more than anything in my whole life. Note that! Or I'll put your name in my Deathnote if you dare to touch him. Cos he is all mine. Enough said.
But to be with him 4 days was the best moment in my life, at least for recent holiday hehehe. But to be with him (again) berapa lama pun itu, it will never be enough!! For me, for us :') cos I always want to be with him. And as Ashton Kutcher quoted on Valentine's Day: On Valentine's Day, you don't think. You do. Isn't that sweet? I promise I'd do the same too haha. Is it still a surprise? Hm, it might be. Radda radda ru, my deer!
Anyways, excuse my grammar. I am now chatting with this lovely lad on MSN while waiting for me to hit Uni soon.
I miss Jakarta already. I miss mum, dad, the little sister, my puppies, the old dog, mates and of course, Deo. Hope to graduate soon the end of this year so I will be able to be with my loved ones every day without thinking of any of Perth stuff and that.
Eywa ngahu!
P.S: I love you, Deo.
